Drunk Daughter And Son In Law

My daughter and her husband are visiting me for a few days for a close friend's wedding. They live in a different state, and I am widowed, so I invited them to stay with me. Last night they came home late from a pre wedding gathering at a nearby restaurant bar. Luckily, they took uber since they knew that there would be drinking. When they arrived here, they were both very drunk, and my daughter went upstairs and got into bed right away. My son in law sat down with me and chatted about the evening etc. He headed upstairs to check on my daughter and was gone awhile and didn't come back down. It was late so I turned off the lights and made my way upstairs to my bedroom. I had to pass their room to get to mine and I noticed that their nightstand light was on. As I looked in, I saw my daughter passed out in the bed, covered up and sound asleep, my son in law however was undressed and passed out but only half covered. He was equally deep asleep, and I should have just turned off the lamp and left, but I couldn't help myself. I actually pulled the sheet a little more off of him exposing his penis. When he didn't move, I stood there staring at him and his exposed body. I got more and more aroused looking at his thick blonde pubic hair and the sexy trail it made from his belly button down to his shaft. I'm really ashamed by this, but I slipped off my pajama shorts and began to rub myself as I looked at his nude body. The hornier I got the more daring I got. I was shaking and afraid he might wake up, so I turned off the light and got on my knees beside the bed so that my face was at the same level as his penis. I could see clearly still because of the moonlight coming through the window. I kept getting closer to his penis and finally my face and mouth was just inches away. I haven't had sex since my husband passed a few years ago and it was all I could do not to stick out my tongue and lick him as I rubbed myself kneeling next to the bed. I unbuttoned my top and started to pinch my nipples as I rubbed myself. I could feel my orgasm building up and shortly I had one of the strongest orgasms in a long time. I regained my composure and quickly went to my room before either of them woke up luckily. When I woke up this morning, I immediately began to replay what I had seen and done, and even though I feel so ashamed, I had to rub myself to another orgasm before I got out of bed. We all ate breakfast this morning and everything was normal, but now I so badly want to see him again and I want to see him hard. I shouldn't do this but I'm trying to figure out how to see him or have him see me before they leave tomorrow evening. I feel so strange that I did something so sexual with him, and he has no idea. Ashamed but couldn't help it.