Babysitting Ruby .

When i was 12 my parents and my aunt and uncle went out for the day . Leaving me to look after my 9 year old girl cousin . I let her watch what she wanted on the tv . We sat on the couch . As always she was wearing a dress . She stood up and asked if she showed me her pussy would i show her my cock . At first i told her no . But later she asked me again . This time she lifted her dress and showed me her pussy . Asking me to touch her . Seeing her pussy made me want to feel her . When i was feeling her i had an erection . She wanted me to show her . I took my shorts off and let her feel me . She took off her panties and her dress . We lay on the carpet . When i was feeling her she was getting moist i pushed a finger in to her pussy . She asked if we could go to my room . Even if she was my little cousin being on the bed with her was getting me excited . I licked her little bald pussy . She asked me if i wanted to put my cock in her pussy . I wanted to but it was wrong so i said no . But she wanted me to . Asking me a few times to do it . As a 12 year old who had fantasised about having sex when i wanked . Never having had real sex . I wanted to know what it was like . I asked if she was sure that she wanted to do it . I tried the missionary position . It was the only one i had heard of . I could not get my cock in her pussy . I wanted to fuck her . I thought how i could do it . I would try with her kneeling on the bed . She was kneeling with her head on her arms with her bottom in the air . Fingered her to make sure her pussy was wet . Kneeling behind her i pushed my cock in to her pussy . It would not go in deep so i pushed hard . She squealed and i was in . Her pussy was tight . I asked if i was hurting her . When she said i was not hurting her . I fucked her . My first fuck and a tight pussy . It did not take long for me to cum . When i pulled out i whiped my cock on tissues . There was blood on the tissue . I asked if she was sure i had not hurt her . She lay on her back and i lay next to her . I hugged her and kissed her on the cheek . I was still scared that the blood was because i had hurt her . Each time i saw her in the next few days i asked if she was ok and had there been more blood . The answer was always no . It was a few weeks before i was asked to look after her . While our parents went out for the day . This time when our parents had gone she asked if we could go to my room . We both undressed and got on the bed . I fingered her then i licked her . She was stroking my cock . I had to ask her to stop . I wanted to cum . I got between her legs to lick her pussy . Then i asked her to kneel on the bed . I fucked her . When i had cum i pulled out and whiped my cock looking for blood . When there was no sign of any i was relieved . I cuddled her and gave her a kiss . Then we got dressed and sat on the couch to watch the tv . She cuddled up to me and i put my arm round her . Our parents asked if i minded looking after her . I told them that it was easy as she was no trouble . They started to go for meals together . Driving in to the countryside to go to pubs and restaurants . This was at night . They usally went out at 7 and got back at arround midnight . By the time she was 13 and i was 16 . They went out at least two Saturday nights every month . They even insisted on paying me to look after her . She had started her periods when she was 12 and i had to pull out to cum . She always wanked me . But i was scared of having an accident and making her pregnant . I found a shop where i could buy condoms . Now i could cum in her pussy . When we were having foreplay we kissed . I always licked her to give her an orgasm before fucking her . We both enjoyed having sex . As she got older there was no need for me to babysit her . I was working . But it was not Monday to Friday . Some weeks i worked weekends . When it was the school holidays and everyone was at work in the week . If it was my days off in the week . We spent the day in my house having sex .