Compulsion

I live in a semi industrial area in an old apartment building. There is a corner grocery store but few businesses. One exception is an adult novelty store with a half dozen video booths in the back which I had been in a couple times to look around. It had an atmosphere of sexual energy as there were men mainly older going in and out of the booths. I could hear real moans and sounds of sex above the porn sounds.

I was curious about the booths but afraid to go in the back knowing for sure men were having sex inside the booths. One evening a few months ago my curiosity outweighed my fear and I went into a booth. I put on a porn and had forgotten to lock my door. I had my cock out stroking on my bench. The door of my booth opened and an okder man I'm his 60's came in and kicked the door. He looked at my cock and unzipped his fly. He pulled out this average size cut cock and moved towards me. He slowly pushed his cock toward my mouth. My own cock stiffened. I knew he wanted to be sucked and I guess I was curious about sucking a man. The fact he was older made it more erotic and kinky somehow. Before I could suck him he produced a small amber bottle." Sniff this he said". He opened the bottle and placed it under my nose. I took a deep hit with my nostril and felt a rush of heat hit me. He had me keep inhaling again and again for a few minutes. His cock sticking out towards me. I started feeling giddy and euphoric. Waves of deep horniness and lust enveloped me. The old man slowly guided his cock into my mouth. I hungrily sucked on it as if it was the last cock on earth. It was exciting and felt forbidden. I sucked him crazily until I felt him spurting in my mouth. I swallowed it. He sat beside me on the bench and offered me the bottle again. More waves of euphoria and loss of inhibitions as I snorted it. Now he reached for my cock and as he stroked me his mouth kissed mine hard. The kissing and stroking made me blow a massive load on the floor of the booth. He smiled and handed me the bottle" Have fun tonight he said ". He left as I used a paper towel to clean the floor. That night I sucked 3 other older men and inhaled on the popper bottle. I enjoyed sucking them but it felt less exciting than with the first guy.

I started going there to suck cocks once or twice a week feeling compelled to pleasure men. The poppers were stale and I got rid of them. About a month after going to the store and draining dick,I met the older man who gave me the poppers. He came into my booth near the end of the night. He asked me about the cocks I sucked that night. Instead of offering me his cock right away he took put a fresh bottle of poppers. This time he snorted them as well as me. The euphoria kicked in even higher than the first time. For whatever reason he aroused me more than any man I had serviced. This time he kissed me softly in a way that was even more insistent than the first time. It awakened something deeper in me and as I kissed him back passion took over. We necked for a long time. Finally he said " Come with me". I followed him into the parking lot. I expected to see his car but he kept walking. He lived nearby he said. We walked to my lowrise building and to my surprise he went in with me following. He lived there too on a different floor. I had never run into him before in the 2 years I lived there. We got to his apartment. He led me to a bedroom and undressed me and himself. We snorted from the bottle. We made out naked in the bed. I surrendered to him. I sucked his cock hard and he lubed up my asshole. I begged him to fuck me and he did. He thrust into me as I took snorts from the bottle the poppers making any pain disappear and instead I just felt intense pleasure being penetrated. He eventually spurted inside of me. Later he took my load in his mouth after a slow deep blowjob.

The past few weeks I have a simple routine. I go to the booths and drain different cocks then head off to the old man's apartment to spend the rest of the night in his bed getting poppered and fucked. I see him other nights too. I am getting addicted to him too.