One Day You Join The Movement, Sex Isn't Free.

I grew up on the east side, on a dirt road in a mobile home behind a truck repair shop. When my mother needed money the owner of the repair shop, Gustavo, and he and my mother were together. My mother would tell us she was his wife that night. And another night, and another night. He liked me more than any of my sisters and I went to the school in his district.

I went to college because his sister went to college. I was 22 when I graduated. I got a job in a company, With full benefits. The supervisor wanted me to move in with another girl who lived closer. That's how I got to know her, and that the supervisor was having sex with her.

One side of me said that having sex was ok, if the woman got something for it. Why have sex for free. Another side of me felt that sex is for your husband only. When the group finance director asked for me I went with my note pad. He got right to the point, they didn't need me. I was fired, or let go.

My roommate told me that the supervisor heard that the finance director didn't like me because I didn't put out and wasn't friendly. I didn't like 'him', but I wasn't unfriendly. I didn't put out because of what I said earlier, I was saving myself for my husband.

My husband didn't show, not that year or the next year. I worked temporary, then for a consulting firm. One day my roommate's supervisor didn't show, and he left the company. We went out to this ladies' night, we met a couple of guys, and not even knowing his last name I lost my virginity. My someday husband was getting used goods.

I have a job I like and I'm friendly with the Controller. I put out to him. I'm getting something, it's not for free. I don't do free. I told him. I got a raise and a bonus.