I Let Myself In, Now I Can't Get Out

A slip of the tongue and I unintentionally let him know my sexual preferences ran to women, not men. He said he was disappointed. He let me know just how disappointed he was in me. It was also the beginning of a father daughter relationship.

All of a sudden I stopped having financial issues. All of a sudden someone was looking over my shoulders. Providing guidance. Selecting who my friends were.

I got an invitation to a free steak dinner, invited by a finance company. I invited my father figure. He came, had a steak, and as soon as it was over we left straight for my apartment. He said he wanted a little father daughter loving. I reminded him, but he dismissed me. Father daughter is like i****t isn't it.?

A friend of mine who also has a father figure confirmed it to me. A father figure who supports you wants to keep you close to him. Intimately close. And that's where I am right now.