A Good Turn

My marriage ended after my wife had an affair. We are going through a divorce and I must admit times have been rough. Luckily my job has been a bastion of stablility and I kept our large apartment when she moved out to be with her lover.

At my local church I volunteer with our food bank run under church auspices. That has kept me feeling involved and doing stuff for others. There are lots of people needing assistance in that area including struggling families,seniors and singles. My own problems don't seem as significant when compared to theirs.

I was not yet 30 and not ready for dating again. Of course the sexual needs do not go away. I suppose I was lonely as well but that does not fully explain what took place and how it started.

A single guy showed up one day to pick up some food. Fred had to be in his late 40's or early 50's and had that beaten look of someone who had a rough life.He has a slight build,longer hair,tattoos and stubbly beard. He was very open about his life and mentioned he had been in prison once for theft in his younger days but was living the straight life now. He did not have a car and wanted more food than he could carry. I felt sorry for him and as he was the last client of the day I offered to drive him and the food to his living space. He accepted and off we went. We drove for maybe 15-20 minutes and got to this small street. He had a room upstairs in this old hotel he rented by the month. There was a noisy bar downstairs filled with older men drinking. I helped him with the food to his room. He had a hotplate bed,sink,small table and chair in the room. There was a washroom with shower down the hallway. He wanted to repay me somehow for helping him.Fred offered to cook some pasta and share it with me. Not sure if It was loneliness or wanting him to feel good by repaying me but I accepted. Fred started cooking as I sat in the chair as we talked. Later we ate the small table and he shared his life story.

We had finished dinner and I was helping him clean up. He wanted to give me a hug to express his further appreciation. I opened my arms and he embraced me. His body pressed into me more insistently than I expected and to my embarrassment both my crotch area and his came together in such a manner that we both got erections. Instead of pulling away Fred held me tighter and started sobbing." I need touch" he cried. This was awkward and I tried to console him. Meanwhile my cock was now totally erect. Fred stopped crying and his hands cupped my ass pulling me into rubbing against him. We fell onto his nearby bed. Fred' s hands began taking off my pants. I lay there letting him undress me. His need for contact was taking control of the situation and I became passive yet aroused.My pants and underwear was off and my cock sticking up. Fred had his pants off and his smaller cock was hard too .He went down my body and his mouth found my cock taking it in. He sucked me for awhile and I felt a growing pleasure envelop me . Before I could unload though Fred disengaged and got up to get something. I saw him with a jar of Vaseline. He put some on his fingers and massaged it into his bum. Before I could move or do anything he quickly sat on my hard cock. It went easily into his slim little ass and he began riding me. This felt really intense. The sensations were more pleasurable than any woman's pussy I had been in. I knew I was going to orgasm quick and warned him. He simply said" Blow in me baby". And I did. He finished riding me until I was emptied then slid off. He lay beside me and I reached for his cock. I knew I wanted him to have his orgasm too at that point. I masturbated him until he came in spurts over his stomach. We lay there for awhile not saying anything. It was a strange feeling. I had just had sex with a man I just met but it felt familiar like it was meant to happen. He cleaned himself up then he lay in bed with me while we talked softly. He lit a cigarette and I had not smoked in years but suddenly craved one. He offered me his cigarette and I took a deep drag. I had this sensual feeling like I could get used to sex with him and begin to crave it like a cigarette. That he was going to change me and my habits and I would let him. I slept in his bed all night. Sometime in the middle of the night he was nestled sideways against me in the bed and we both woke up. I had another erection and he smiled at me. " Do me again" he said in a husky voice." I don't think I need lube" he added. He got on all fours and I mounted him from behind. He was right. His hole was wet and I slid into him easily. I fucked him hard with a mounting lust. I lasted maybe 10 minutes or so and shot another load into him. This time we fell asleep for a few more hours. It was a Sunday morning and I wanted to go to church. He asked for my cellphone number and I gave it to him. I smoke again with Fred my boyfriend.