I’m Such An Idiot

I have read confessions that have disgusted me thinking I could never do such a thing, particularly when it comes to family. Well I’m a fool. My nephew has been staying with me being that my home is very much a convenience for his job. He has been living in my house for the past 4 months. He feels free enough to walk around in his underwear in the morning or come out of the shower with merely a towel and at 20 years of age and athletic, let’s say, it’s a welcomed sight. We talk a lot and spend fair amounts of time with each other. Of course fucking him has crossed my mind with each thought bringing shame. My only solace being it’s in my mind never to become real. One day he injured his back playing lacrosse and I offered to give him a back massage. He gladly accepted. Fortunately or unfortunately we had had several glasses of red so we were both more loose in thought and action. He retired to his room waiting for me to come back with baby oil. When I entered the room he was laying face down buck naked. I laughed and said, really … you think this proper? He said, we’re family and didn’t move to cover up so I began. I worked his entire back and found myself working his rock hard butt cheeks. He moaned and expressed his enjoyment so I continued down to his legs. He spread his thighs which exposed the head and part of the shaft of his penis. I took it in my hand and it became hard fast. He rolled over and with no words expressed, I continued the hand job one hand stroking and the other caressing his balls. The image of this young powerful man, laying there enjoying what I was doing, really got me aroused. It wasn’t too long before I placed him in my mouth and vigorously worked his cock with my tongue rubbing the underside of his cock. He pulled me off and up, me straddling his waist. He lifted my sundress up and off me, I now topless and in panties. He rolled me onto my back took my panties off and entered my very wet pussy. His thrusts and the power coming from him was so exciting I came in record time and he followed soon. We fucked four times that night and have been every other day since. My God I feel guilty but my body so wants this. Not a good aunt I’m afraid. My brother would kill me.