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Lesbian Female / 31
When I Get In Touch With My Womb I'm Supposed To Want To Be Pregnant
I tried to not be reliant on my parents, but I didn't earn enough to provide for myself. I accepted an offer from a coworker to move in with her, paying forty percent of the rent, because she has the master with the on suite bathroom. All housekeeping and bills split down the middle.
What we never discussed was her boyfriend. A total jerk, I hid in my bedroom. One day after a real bad night when he beat up my roommate I told my office mate about him. He told me to move out, that day. I could stay with he and his wife until I found a place. I paid her 150 a month, and helped with the groceries. He didn't care if I paid anything, or even if I worked.
They had family money, they didn't need to work. Many times he didn't deposit his pay check. St first it was family dinner, then it was watching tv with her, then it was spa days, then it was home massages, and then it was sex with her. He didn't care as long as she was happy.
She was happy, very happy, she glowed and told me she had never been in love before, not like that. I thought about going back to my parents, but I stayed for another two years before moving back in with my parents.
I got a part time job on weekends as a clerk at a studio. That's where I met him. He wanted sex with me, and offered to marry me. I got married and I'm still married and he has sex with me. I miss those days with my coworkers wife. I'm a good wife, I can cook. I know lots of women who don't cook. He asked me to go to a therapist to get in touch with my womb. I don't know how that works. I'm trying.
I will continue another day. I'm healthy, he never raises his voice, never hits me, is kind and helpful. We live in a bought and paid for house, I'm learning gardening. The only thing is I'm not in touch with my womb yet.
What we never discussed was her boyfriend. A total jerk, I hid in my bedroom. One day after a real bad night when he beat up my roommate I told my office mate about him. He told me to move out, that day. I could stay with he and his wife until I found a place. I paid her 150 a month, and helped with the groceries. He didn't care if I paid anything, or even if I worked.
They had family money, they didn't need to work. Many times he didn't deposit his pay check. St first it was family dinner, then it was watching tv with her, then it was spa days, then it was home massages, and then it was sex with her. He didn't care as long as she was happy.
She was happy, very happy, she glowed and told me she had never been in love before, not like that. I thought about going back to my parents, but I stayed for another two years before moving back in with my parents.
I got a part time job on weekends as a clerk at a studio. That's where I met him. He wanted sex with me, and offered to marry me. I got married and I'm still married and he has sex with me. I miss those days with my coworkers wife. I'm a good wife, I can cook. I know lots of women who don't cook. He asked me to go to a therapist to get in touch with my womb. I don't know how that works. I'm trying.
I will continue another day. I'm healthy, he never raises his voice, never hits me, is kind and helpful. We live in a bought and paid for house, I'm learning gardening. The only thing is I'm not in touch with my womb yet.
