It's Just That I Don't Feel Anything

My husband used my birthday g*ft certificate to take out his office honey for lunch. I reacted accordingly, I didn't feel anything. I've known for a long time she's his favorite. All he did was confirm it. I asked him that the next time he took her out to include me, I wanted to meet her.

When I met her, face to face, I didn't feel a thing. It was like talking to the sales clerk at the mall.

She is his favorite. Everyday he talks about her, and everyday he tells me how important she is to him. Being married he's stuck with me. I told him, he's a grown up with a wife, it's time to behave like a man, and leave his office honey for another man. He won't, but I told him.

I suppose I should feel something, but I don't. In a way it's better knowing who his honey is. If I could, I'd be a fly on the wall when he's with her.

I'm not a good wife. But you figured that out already.