My Gay Desires.

I'm 62 years old, twice married and twice divorced.
I've never been with anyone of the same sex, apart from a dalliance with a friend when I was around 10, just experimentation really.
Since my twenties I've noticed I get turned on when I watch porn, not by the pussies, or the tits, but by the hard cocks.
This has become more apparent in recent years and now I find myself watching only gay or trans porn. I long to start sucking a soft cock and feel it grow hard in my mouth.
Feminine boys are my favourite.
I have trouble getting and maintaining an erection these days, so I feel my gay fantasies will remain just that.