Intense Humiliation Made Me A Life-long Submissive

You wouldn't think one incident could change you for life. I had just started college. I was a 5'6" 130 lb. 18 year old and went to a frat party. It was the most humiliating experience of my life.

I was just wandering around drinking a beer. It seemed like some of the guys kept looking at me smirking, like they were planning something. Then, out of nowhere, they pulled my pants and underwear down to my ankles. I heard a burst of laughter from everyone there -- I guess they had picked me out and were all in on the plan. Someone immediately grabbed my hand and spun me around, and then let me go and someone else did the same thing, over and over, so I couldn't get my pants back up. Some guy was shouting "Woo woo woo woo woo" as if in a frenzy over my nudity. I heard a girl say, "Look at his teeny weeny" and other girls laughed. To make it even more embarrassing, I had an involuntary erection and a girl pointed it out and said, "Looks like he's having fun."

I finally got my pants up and ran back to my dorm crying. But I still masturbate, thinking how I everyone was turned on by my nudity and humiliation. Every relationship since then has been submissive, female-dominated, and I've been cuckolded. I don't know any of the people who were at that party, but I bet that they'd think it was hilarious that they changed me forever. Sometimes I even fantasize about those guys screwing my wife and laughing at me again.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 21, 2025 at 7:54 PM

Tim , it's called trauma and abuse, and those like yourself and me, we for some-reason have found safety in seeking out that very abuse and trauma its become a safe place for us. For me being sexually used and instructed to do scat, piss, and extrema anal sex while a man watched gave me the feeling of being good at what nobody liked, so I embraced it and let it be my safe spot. I can't fail because I already hit bottom and I am the best at being a shit eating, piss drinking, cum swallowing depraved piece of trash. You see Tim , I was sexually abused from age 3-11, I am autistic, and had my first mental breakdown at age 11, hospitalized and called a lier because my autism affects my communication. They would go on to abuse me for 53 years now, isolating me and making sure I failed at any attempt at a life of my own. Today I am fixing to be homeless, and an going to embrace a new life, I just hope it include being sexually used, and treated like trash.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 21, 2025 at 8:20 PM

Thanks for your response. I am so sorry for your experience and the impact it had on you. I hope your life improves and you get the blessings and peace you deserve. Hopefully you can help others.

As for me, apart from some sexual kinks, my life has worked out well and I am very happy with my career, marriage, family and friends. But I understand that having one experience like mine is very different from ongoing childhood abuse. Again, I wish you a successful recovery and future.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 22, 2025 at 3:08 AM

Hot. If I were your wife, I would love for those bullies to fuck me in front of you while they laughed at your tiny little erect penis. After, I'd finger myself and taunt you, telling you that you never get to fuck my pussy like real men do.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 23, 2025 at 4:54 AM

I feel that you really need to suck a dominant guy’s cock in front of your wife. After I did that for the first time, life got so much better. Sometimes we will blow her partner together, sometimes I fluff him to get him ready to fuck my wife the second time. There’s something so invigorating about having a cock in your mouth in front of your wife and being called “faggot”. These days I can’t even masturbate without thinking about sucking cock while jerking.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 23, 2025 at 10:53 AM

I have a small cock also, and my wife makes me wear panties when are going out.
Ike commenter #4 said, you need to be owned by a guy with a large cock, it will change your wife. My wife can’t threaten me anymore knowing I would enjoy pleasing a man with a large cock. The panties no longer bother me as everyone including my parents know I wear them and I will happily service men. My father is very curious, so I know mom is not blowing him.

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