Everyone's Day Will Come And You Give Into Your Dark Side

coming from a conservative background I was always hesitant to get involved with behaviors that are considered hedonistic. that does not mean that I didn't want to.

we were college kids, and we went to puerto vallarta for spring break, four of us. we stayed in a time share of one of the guys who borrowed it. next door to us were some 'men', who invited us over to a party. the men and the friends were all, well naked. and we were encouraged to join them.

it was hard for me to get naked, and walk around those naked men and my college buddies. it wasn't long before we found out why we were invited, fresh meat for the party. it may not have been our idea, but being the focus of a naked man in the hot tub, and too much tequila, lowers your inhibitions. yeah, well, a man kissing you, and his dick floating against you? a man, holding you down while he rides your back and gets his dick in you? it was a party, hedonistic party, an orgy you might call it. all that dick all around you, sucking and holding, jerking and bending over.

that party, that spring break, was when i gave into my hedonistic desires.