When I Was 13 I Used My Mom’s Bunny Vibrator.

I grew up with a single mother who worked a lot & because of that she did not have much time for the dating scene. Being a female and her daughter she obviously wasn’t shy with being naked or taking showers with me when I was younger.. which wasn’t a problem because in my young mind that was simply my mother. Eventually when I was around 9 years old my mom was able to fit having a boyfriend into the equation.. but due to her overprotective self.. she never brought her boyfriend’s over and if by chance she did.. they had never stayed the night. Obviously there was nights where I would be in my grandparent’s care so I wasn’t holding her back or anything.. but she did make it a thing to not bring older men around me. Due to my neighborhood bestfriend that was just a year younger than me.. I was introduced to porn very early because she had an unrestricted Kindle fire tablet. So.. I knew about sex and masturbation and stuff. It wasn’t until I was 13 that I found my mother’s toys when I was looking for something in her drawers. Like I said earlier, she worked a lot so I was home alone quite a bit. One day when she was at work and I had seen her sex toys for the first time.. I was honestly distraught and a little disgusted to think my “pure” mother was doing that stuff! (Hypocritical of me, considering I was watching porn at 9.. I know.) But curiosity got the better of me and I used her bunny vibrator on my young pussy on her bed. I remember absolutely loving it so much and I would use it whenever I got the chance.. which was ALOT. Despite knowing it’s wrong I couldn’t help thinking of my mother in a sexual view.. thinking of how she used it and how she had a side to her I didn’t know about. It didn’t help that by then I had known what to look out for.. like her quiet moans in her room or the way her facial features would subtly change when she was on the verge of getting horny. Truly, she did nothing wrong as she tried to keep me sheltered from it so this is entirely my fault for thinking of her this way. Still.. I can’t help but get aroused when I think of this despite the years that have passed since then. I would NEVER mention this to anyone I know irl.. it’s only bc y’all are strangers that I’m saying anything. (FYI.. my mother was kind of lacking when it came to sex education and self care and stuff. I’m 20 yrs old and we still don’t casually mention sex or toys..)