Drooling

I'm a virgin lesbian. Yet I get sooooo turned on by straight p*rn. Not just them gorgeous girls but seeing them be so satisfied by big c*cks make me crave it too.
I read many of these confessions and I swear it gets me drooling.
I have been way too focused on my career, I rarely go out with friends. I know some girls that wanna go down on me, but I always overthink, I can only see women in a respectful way, I don't wanna do it with them unless I'm down for a relationship.
But oh, the heat all over me just thinking about having sexual fantasies with stranger males... Just plain old rough sex. Scream and cream all over the bed or the table, against the wall or mirror, in a damned couch. Or why not just a quickie, be all used up. And then head back to my profesional job, still covered in juices under my suit.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jun 30, 2025 at 8:36 AM

I hate to tell you this, but I think you’re really bisexual. you need to find some cock and try

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athensgold124

by athensgold124 on Jun 30, 2025 at 12:17 PM

I was going to say the same thing generally lesbians don't want sex with guys.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 8, 2025 at 6:26 PM

I'm a straight male and that is the way I was with dating for many years. I never wanted to date anyone I didn't consider potential wife material. Then I was with a group of guy form work at a bar and I NEVER go into bars if it's not part of a group. I'm just not into bars as I don't really drink. What I did not know is that particular bar tended to attract an alternative crowd and one woman roughly a decade older than me dressed from head to toe in black leather and long black hair and high heal black leather boots and wearing make-up that made me think vampire approached me when I was coming out of the men's restroom. She told me I was cute and asked if I was into cougars. I had never heard that term as I didn't get out much in those days and spent very little time on the internet if it wasn't business related. She looked dangerous, like a sexy kind of dangerous. She grabbed my ass as she said it and I stood frozen unsure how to respond being very shy. She reacted to that by saying "Oh a shy boy, I like that." Then she took a card out of her purse and wrote something on it and handed it to me and winked.

When I got home I looked at the card and it had her name and website URL and phone number. I checked out her website and turns out she was a professional dominatrix who also made fetish videos and she had a studio on our city. By studio I don't mean a studio apartment. I mean a studio where she made fetish videos. I kept the card for a few weeks and masturbated a few times while watching some of the free sample video clips on her website. But while I did have a career, it wasn't lucrative enough to pay for the services of a dominatrix but still I was very intrigued and so I saved up the $1000 it would cost me and I called her up. I figured one only lives once and the idea of her tying me up naked and tickling me (the only service offered that really intrigued me) until I came was appealing. I was virtually a virgin still having almost no experience at this point despite being in my late twenties so I gave her a call. I had to remind her who I was and she was pleasantly surprised and did remember seeing me at that bar. She then went on to say that she visited that bar several times in the following weeks hoping to see me there. I told her I had only been there once before and only with a group of guys from work and that I don't normally spend time in bars. So she wanted to know if I'd like to get together and I said yes so she invited me to her studio. Only it was NOT what I thought it was going to be. I figured we were making an appointment and I would pay for $1000 to tie me up naked and tickle me for however many hours $1000 would get me and I would finish by cumming and likely never see her again after that. But that is not at all what she had in mind. She wanted to offer me a role in a porn video and liked that I was shy, quiet, soft spoken and had long hair and no facial hair and that I looked kind of feminine. She asked if I would be interested in a role as a sissy. She would have me made up, my nails done, hair done, and I would wear some lingerie and heals and then she would tie me up and erotically torment me a few different ways before letting me cum. She said she couldn't pay me much (Pay ME???). I mentioned my interest in tickling and she said "Tickling it is." so my first video shoot was all day, about nine hours that Saturday. Actual camera time was closer to five hours and I was continuously tickled with my little erection sticking between the straps of a pink garter belt. I was thrashing around squealing like a little girl my pig tails bounding all over the place and then finally with six girls tickling me someone began sucking my cock and someone else sat on my face and I came in a girl's mouth for only the second time in my life. I had the longest and most powerful orgasm of my life right then. She called it a wrap, escorted me to the showers and two naked girls (previously wearing black leather bikinis and high healed boots) joined me and washed me head to toe, shampooed my hair, dried me off, blow dried my hair and helped me into my clothes. Then I was escorted to the office and handed a check for $250. That was more than my regular job paid me for that much time. It worked out to more than $27 an hour and my job paid me $22. She said her editor had to edit the video and she would give me a link to her website and a year free membership since I was now a paid "model." She paid the six girls who appeared on video $500 each and her other staff various amounts I was not privy to. I have to assume this was a lucrative business for her to be able to do that. I left after giving her my phone number and email and two weeks later she invited me back for another go.

I made a total of over a hundred fetish videos all with me cross dressed and most for her studio. I earned something like $60,000 in those three years. I had a blast. I wish I could have done it more but that was a niche market and as a tiny dick femboy my lifespan in the business was limited. In any case I had the time of my life those three years. The experience loosened me up dramatically and gave me a huge boost to my confidence. I even occasionally cross dress in public but I ALWAYS let people know up front that I'm not a real girl because apparently at least for a few years, I clearly looked like one with hair and make-up. The experience also made me realize I'm bisexual which I would have denied at the beginning. So when a guy approaches me in a bar and starts to flirt I discretely let them know I am not a real girl and most just lose interest. Only one ever got pissed off but he was mad that I looked better than any of the girls he dated and said that if I got bottom surgery he might consider dating me. Several men responded positively when I told them I was male and I got a lot of opportunity to suck cock and get fucked in the ass. But the most shocking thing was the number of girls who approached me, informed me they knew I was really a guy, told me how pretty I was and asked if I wanted to hook up with them. I always gave anyone interested the link to the website where most of my videos are and many joined, paid and told me how much they liked watching me put through my paces. But sorry, out of respect for this website, I will NOT be posting the URL here. You are just going to have to go on your on search.

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