I Cheated

Back when i was 13 i was dating this girl (lets call her kim) We were dating for 8 months or so and i used to think she was the most buetiful and loving person ever. Eventually i got bored and i started texting my best freind who is also her best freind, lets call her lex. It started out normal but one afternoon i got horny. ive dated lex 6 timed previously and thought "yk what fuck it". I started flrting with her and for a month straight we started flirting and eventuzlly sexting. She would tell me how she wanted to fuck me so bad and how she missed me and how much she wanted my dick and i would say things like i wanna fuck u all damn night and stuff and we got really into it. We made a plan that when she moved a few streets away that in her new house her parents cant hear her room so we would fuck then. Before anything happened i got greedy and started texting 7 girls not jst lex and karma happened. Kim stayed but it was rough and lex was pissed. then i broke up with kim, and not even a few days later texted her and then i sent her my dick and we started basically fucking through text. i nutted to her tits and after she said so does this mean u love me again? i said im sorry i still have things i need to work through. little did i know not even days later her freind showed me her tits and then pussy and naked twerking on her phone. now im outside all of that drama and cheating and in the best rls of my life, AND I CRACK (me nd this good rls are still happening to this day 8 years later and will contnue)