A New Man

I am a middleaged gay bottom. Once I got divorced in my early 30's my gay desires fully came out and I turned completely to men in terms of sexual activity. Did some cruising and anonymous encounters then settled into a string of gay affairs with single older gay men. Developed a preference for older men,men chubbier than my slim self and enjoyed cocksucking most of all. I would be the bottom in anal intercourse if the gentleman wanted that and enjoyed that a lot as well but giving oral was my favorite.Pleasing a man became part of my nature.

Fast forward to a couple years ago.My company transferred me to another city a few hours away. I had rented for years but had enough money from savings and investments to purchase a 2 bedroom condo in cash. Not knowing anyone in my new city I pursued some hobbies and joined a walking group to meet people. In my condo there is a large social room where folks play bingo,cards,chess etc. They also had a book club that met once a week there. The unusual thing about the book club was that it was comprised of men. Most book clubs I knew were either all female or mostly comprised of the fairer sex. I love to read and discuss books so I joined.

I am straight acting on the outside and never really advertised I was gay. When I meet men unless they have well developed gaydar assume I am straight so I mix easily with men in general. Of course behind closed doors my true pleasing nature comes out. Started going to meetings. One fellow who appeared to be in his early 60's sought me out for more extended conversations.Herb is married,very friendly and chatty,balding with a round open face and a chubby heavier build. I thought to myself he is the type of man I am most attracted to but he is married so I tried to keep my desires in check. Over the next few months I could tell Herb really wanted me as a friend.He kept inviting me out for coffees,going to the driving range,walks in a local conservation area etc. I went with him as I thought a friendship is harmless and I enjoyed his company. He started confiding in me about his sexless marriage and other intimate stuff which should have rang alarm bells but I ignored them.

I was trying to quit smoking and one evening was having a cigarette outside on the parking lot near my car. Herb approached me and told me how his wife had quit smoking. As I listened I noticed Herb appeared more nervous than usual. I wondered why. He said his wife was at an art class for the evening and he wondered if I would like to join him to go to the conservation area to see the sunset there. I found it am odd request but agreed to go. We got in my car and off we went. We parked then did a short hike. We got back to the car as the sun was going down. Herb asked me if I had a special lady in my life. I said no then he added that his wife knew a nice single gal around my own age she could set ne up on a date with. At this point I trusted him with the truth that he would not react negatively when I told him I was gay though I thought who knows it could end the friendship. I told him the truth. His mouth opened wide in surprise but he then said it did not really matter and he wanted to remain friends. I noticed his demeanor changed and he glanced at me nervously. He asked me in a stumbling voice if I found him attractive. I nodded and shyly he looked down. He slowly reached for my hand and placed it on his growing bulge. " Please feel me"he said. I could feel my desires taking over disregarding the fact he was married. I caressed his crotch as he moaned. It did not take long before I was on my knees with his short fat cock in my mouth worshipping it,kissing the velvet head repeatedly and sucking it to the hilt. I knew he would not last long and I wanted him to feel the pleasure of release. I loved his cock right away and found it fit my mouth perfectly. Herb shook and cried out as his cock spurted in my mouth. I took it all.

I stood up and he pulled his pants up as we watched the final part of the sunset. I lit a cigarette and wondered how this would affect things going forward. Herb answered some of my internal questions by letting me know he loved the blowjob and wondered if I would do him regularly. He sounded much more relaxed and almost seductive in a weird sort of way. Without much regard to any consequences I told him I would be happy to provide an ongoing sexual release for him.

And that is how it started. I began sucking Herb's cock every week. I did it in our cars,outdoors,my condo any chance we got. Herb became more and more flirtatious privately and initiated the sex. He wanted to go further and further and I let it happen. We began kissing and then having intercourse. Herb likes to take me from behind. I find everything about our sexlife together now very fulfilling.