I've tried inserting my fingers in my hole but that always feels just uncomfortable. When I cross my feet at the ankles and squeeze my legs really tight kind of just start this humping motion then eventually I have what I think is an orgasm but I'm a virgin so I don't know. I know what ever it is that happens it feels great. I have tried to find my clitoris to stimulate it but feeling around between my legs never gives me pleasure, I do like the way it feels against my hand but not sexually arousing. Its about equal to how I like what my nipples feel like then they are hard. My hand likes it but not doing anything for my body wise.

I'm worried that since I haven't used penetration as my masturbation method and it was always just uncomfortable and not sexually pleasing that when the time comes for real sex I wont be able to orgasm this way. Can this happen?