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Gay Stories
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Gay Male / 70
The Destiny
There is a time in one's life where your destiny can be revealed.Mine came around 15 years ago.
At the time I had been struggling with my gay desires for many years. They would build up and I would cruise mainly in ABS outlets or bathhouses to meet men in order to suck cock and be sucked. I also used the online apps to meet men to have sex with. I had been married once and also involved with various women in relationships when not expressing my gay identity.
One evening I was at my favorite ABS and had sucked several nice older cocks. There was a small dark room where men had sex upstairs,a TV room with gay porn playing and 3 video booths that were often occupied. I was still very horny as no one had yet sucked me. I saw a man there making the rounds servicing cocksbon his knees in the TV room ,dark room and booths. He was in his late 60's,slim with short grey hair and a moustsche. His face had that hungry needy expression that some cocksuckers develop after years draining cocks. He looked around furtively as to who to satisfy next. He noticed me watching him suck other men. I thought to myself he looks so involved and dedicated to his cocksucking. He made sure to fully satisfy each man. As I was watching him I glimpsed myself as becoming exactly like him in time though not quite there yet having not completely surrendered to that destiny.
Him and I were the only ones left as it was close to closing time. I was sitting on a small bench in the dark room. He slowly approached me and got on his knees. My hard cock was guided into his hungry mouth by his hand. He sucked me easily and deeply. His experienced mouth worked my cock and I felt my orgssm coming closer. He sensed it to and sucked harder. I exploded in his mouth as he chugged my load and cupped my balls. I felt as fully satisfied from a blowjob as any in my life. His skill but mostly his hunger and need pushed me over the edge on such a sensual definitive manner it left an indelible impression. I still think of him and that blowjob. I left for home feeling an inner peace I had never truly known before. I knew I was becoming like him more and more. The need and hunger for a cock in my mouth was taking over.
Since then I began cruising for men full time. On my knees regularly every week draining all sorts of cocks and making sure men are fully satisfied. Now I am around the age he was then give or take a couple years. I am a needy and hungry cocksucker who lives to suck and service cock swallowing load after load. Now when other men look at me in those places I wonder if they see me the same way I saw him those years ago. I suspect they do. They know who and what I am. Dedicated to making their cocks spurt and get emptied in my willing mouth. Being retired now gives me plenty of time to suck cock in the daytime. I am usually home for dinner having satisfied my need for cock. Nowadays there are far fewer of those ABS places and still a few bathhouses. Not as many men cruise like that anymore and the crowd especially on the ABS spots is sparse and old. Still I find cocks to suck just not as many. The cruising scene is past its heyday which was up until maybe a decade ago perhaps even earlier. Going to cruise as long as there are places to go as the addiction is now for good.
At the time I had been struggling with my gay desires for many years. They would build up and I would cruise mainly in ABS outlets or bathhouses to meet men in order to suck cock and be sucked. I also used the online apps to meet men to have sex with. I had been married once and also involved with various women in relationships when not expressing my gay identity.
One evening I was at my favorite ABS and had sucked several nice older cocks. There was a small dark room where men had sex upstairs,a TV room with gay porn playing and 3 video booths that were often occupied. I was still very horny as no one had yet sucked me. I saw a man there making the rounds servicing cocksbon his knees in the TV room ,dark room and booths. He was in his late 60's,slim with short grey hair and a moustsche. His face had that hungry needy expression that some cocksuckers develop after years draining cocks. He looked around furtively as to who to satisfy next. He noticed me watching him suck other men. I thought to myself he looks so involved and dedicated to his cocksucking. He made sure to fully satisfy each man. As I was watching him I glimpsed myself as becoming exactly like him in time though not quite there yet having not completely surrendered to that destiny.
Him and I were the only ones left as it was close to closing time. I was sitting on a small bench in the dark room. He slowly approached me and got on his knees. My hard cock was guided into his hungry mouth by his hand. He sucked me easily and deeply. His experienced mouth worked my cock and I felt my orgssm coming closer. He sensed it to and sucked harder. I exploded in his mouth as he chugged my load and cupped my balls. I felt as fully satisfied from a blowjob as any in my life. His skill but mostly his hunger and need pushed me over the edge on such a sensual definitive manner it left an indelible impression. I still think of him and that blowjob. I left for home feeling an inner peace I had never truly known before. I knew I was becoming like him more and more. The need and hunger for a cock in my mouth was taking over.
Since then I began cruising for men full time. On my knees regularly every week draining all sorts of cocks and making sure men are fully satisfied. Now I am around the age he was then give or take a couple years. I am a needy and hungry cocksucker who lives to suck and service cock swallowing load after load. Now when other men look at me in those places I wonder if they see me the same way I saw him those years ago. I suspect they do. They know who and what I am. Dedicated to making their cocks spurt and get emptied in my willing mouth. Being retired now gives me plenty of time to suck cock in the daytime. I am usually home for dinner having satisfied my need for cock. Nowadays there are far fewer of those ABS places and still a few bathhouses. Not as many men cruise like that anymore and the crowd especially on the ABS spots is sparse and old. Still I find cocks to suck just not as many. The cruising scene is past its heyday which was up until maybe a decade ago perhaps even earlier. Going to cruise as long as there are places to go as the addiction is now for good.
