I Used To Use My Grandpa’s Computer To Watch Porn

If anyone has read my other confessions then I just feel like I have to say that I’m just now realizing I’m most likely a porn addict and have been since I was a child. I guess confessing like this about every little thing is eye opening for me.

Anyways, when I was younger I would go to my grandparents’s house when my mother needed me to be watched by them. I would stay the night, even be there a week at a time and was dropped off at school by my grandma. Even as a child my grandparents were already getting older and weren’t up to date at all when it came to electronics and all that jazz and by then my grandpa was slowly becoming older and unaware about many things. So, when my grandma had helped her friend clean out her house due to the lady moving, my grandma had brought home a computer with a mouse and keyboard for free. I’m not sure who set it up but I was so excited to use it. When I was over there I would use it to play bowling games, racing games.. solitaire etc. But well.. I’m obviously not right in head because I had shamelessly used it for porn at all times of the day. There was a separate room for the computer so I was alone but still.. I would use it and at this age I think I barely had any concept of fully deleting stuff from the history. I never got caught in the moment but eventually we all left the computer to dust and then a few years later my grandma was talking about getting rid of it and g*fting it to someone else. I remember panicking and not truly knowing if my younger self had truly deleted any evidence of the porn I watched. Luckily the computer wouldn’t turn on at all and my grandma didn’t care enough to take it to get fixed. I personally saw it get thrown away lol