Gay Male / 42
It’s Official
After a painful divorce I spent the last few years allowing myself to explore and experiment sexually, free of any preconceived ideas or the heterosexual monogamy of marriage. I’ve had lots of sex with women, men, and couples.
But there was one experience with a man that put the crowning touch on my sexual shaping. A neighbor I’ve known for a while left his wife and they filed for divorce. I had him over for a drink to see how he was doing. As we talked honestly and openly (including about our sexual desires) it became clear he was just starting a journey I was completing.
After a couple drinks we wound up in bed. I’d been with lots of men and knew what I liked and needed, which was lots of oral and anal receptive penetration…which made me feel wonderfully like a slut. He on the other hand had not been with many men but knew he enjoyed getting head and pounding ass. A few years younger than me, he was in spectacular shape. Not a huge cock, but plenty for me. And damn he knew how to use it.
We spent almost 2 hours and he was getting a lot of sexual frustration and tension out of his system. Fortunately for me, I was getting a lot into my system. He flat out used my holes for his pleasure…and I loved every second. He left me full of his masculine cumloads and seed. I learned that a big part of my need is submission to hard penetrative sex for the sake of sex alone. I was not interested in a relationship with this man…or any man. I simply wanted to be used sexually for a man’s pleasure. That is my niche, that is my calling.
I have a good job, loving family and friends. But I also now have a very satisfying sex life with men who need to fuck, take, use, claim, own….and cum hard. I have not “come out” except of course to my lovers. Everyone else will either figure it out or don’t care. But as for me, I need anonymous, hard, horny dick, and lots of it. And I’m getting it.
But there was one experience with a man that put the crowning touch on my sexual shaping. A neighbor I’ve known for a while left his wife and they filed for divorce. I had him over for a drink to see how he was doing. As we talked honestly and openly (including about our sexual desires) it became clear he was just starting a journey I was completing.
After a couple drinks we wound up in bed. I’d been with lots of men and knew what I liked and needed, which was lots of oral and anal receptive penetration…which made me feel wonderfully like a slut. He on the other hand had not been with many men but knew he enjoyed getting head and pounding ass. A few years younger than me, he was in spectacular shape. Not a huge cock, but plenty for me. And damn he knew how to use it.
We spent almost 2 hours and he was getting a lot of sexual frustration and tension out of his system. Fortunately for me, I was getting a lot into my system. He flat out used my holes for his pleasure…and I loved every second. He left me full of his masculine cumloads and seed. I learned that a big part of my need is submission to hard penetrative sex for the sake of sex alone. I was not interested in a relationship with this man…or any man. I simply wanted to be used sexually for a man’s pleasure. That is my niche, that is my calling.
I have a good job, loving family and friends. But I also now have a very satisfying sex life with men who need to fuck, take, use, claim, own….and cum hard. I have not “come out” except of course to my lovers. Everyone else will either figure it out or don’t care. But as for me, I need anonymous, hard, horny dick, and lots of it. And I’m getting it.
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