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Anything Goes
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Straight Female / 27
Every Woman Has A Happy Place To Go To When They Are Overwhelmed
I went to a party of grad students, me and my roommate were the only undergrads.
It's now late at night and I'm being accosted by a guy, he had me trapped in the corner, his hands were grabbing my titties, unbuttoning my top. He's kidding me, not small Daddy kisses, he is all over my face, sucking on my neck, sucking on my tits. His hand is now grabbing at my pants, my belt released, my snap undone, my zipper down.
I went totally calm, my mother trained us to not fight a rapist, relax, go to your happy place until its over. My body and me are now separated, what he was doing with my body, he wasn't doing with me. I was somewhere, in a daze, but not there. Then I woke up, if he finished in me I'd be pregnant. I was fighting, he responded by holding me down. His body on me, he is moving his dick in and out of me. I felt him tighten up and shoot.
I insisted he give me his name, I told him I was in the high nineties of being pregnant. What was he going to do?
I never got my period, I got morning sickness, sore nipples, my body odor was not the same. The first months were the worst days of my life. Once I was normal I confronted him, I wasn't going through this alone. He was in this, and he was going to marry me.
He did marry me, but only after his son was born. After he graduated. And with a lot of conditions. If any condition was not met by him, I was going to be alone.
I went back to my happy space, I lived day by day. The chores were easy, the baby was easy, I helped other girls with their first born. It was so easy, I lived in my happy place, the other me took care of him.
It's now late at night and I'm being accosted by a guy, he had me trapped in the corner, his hands were grabbing my titties, unbuttoning my top. He's kidding me, not small Daddy kisses, he is all over my face, sucking on my neck, sucking on my tits. His hand is now grabbing at my pants, my belt released, my snap undone, my zipper down.
I went totally calm, my mother trained us to not fight a rapist, relax, go to your happy place until its over. My body and me are now separated, what he was doing with my body, he wasn't doing with me. I was somewhere, in a daze, but not there. Then I woke up, if he finished in me I'd be pregnant. I was fighting, he responded by holding me down. His body on me, he is moving his dick in and out of me. I felt him tighten up and shoot.
I insisted he give me his name, I told him I was in the high nineties of being pregnant. What was he going to do?
I never got my period, I got morning sickness, sore nipples, my body odor was not the same. The first months were the worst days of my life. Once I was normal I confronted him, I wasn't going through this alone. He was in this, and he was going to marry me.
He did marry me, but only after his son was born. After he graduated. And with a lot of conditions. If any condition was not met by him, I was going to be alone.
I went back to my happy space, I lived day by day. The chores were easy, the baby was easy, I helped other girls with their first born. It was so easy, I lived in my happy place, the other me took care of him.
