I'm Addicted To Watching And Doing Porn

I'm a 68 year old widow and love watching and do porn videos. I'm Bi and belong to a group of men and women that get together regularly to have group sex and video it. I love to 69 with a woman while she has a mans dick in her pussy or ass and he pulls it out and sticks it in my mouth then continues fucking when he cums it's running from her pussy or ass and I lick it all up and then swallow it all. We all then watch the videos it's a turn on for me and everyone else. I really like watching myself get dped by two big cocks as they go balls deep in my pussy and ass when they are done and pull out a big load of cum is running from both holes and my girlfriend readily licks it all up. We all watch each other's sex videos and have a great time there are 4 women and 4 men the thing is before my husband died I was faithful and never had sex with another man but did with women my husband knew I was Bi and didn't have a problem with me seeing other women we delete all the videos after each session so we are safe and we are good friends also