I'm Attracted To One Race

I haven't shut the door on women of all other races, but I know full-well I love Hispanic women and no one else. I hate I have to keep this to myself, and even feel shame over it. I have never found women of any other race attractive. I've been with women of other races and was not physically attracted to any of them. The only woman whose body I've ever wanted to own and use, was Hispanic. She was also the only woman I loved unconditionally. Things didn't work out with her long term, sadly. I'm on apps, but keep swiping left because all I'm fed is white women. When I think of my future spouse, I see a Hispanic woman and at this point am close to shutting the door on everyone else, regardless of how racist that is.