Wanted More

So I broke up with my ex like two years ago and I moved back to my home province. And when I was away I tried to online date but it felt it went nowhere. Then talked to my ex and made me want to move back. After a while I knew I was stuck in my old provinces d knew I wouldn’t be back anytime soon so told myself to get out there and mingle. First guy I started talking to was an old friend when I used to live here, met up for a drink and before I knew it we ubered back to my place for a movie. I realized he wasn’t flirting with me so me thinking of my ex having fun with who he wanted I needed a distraction and told my friend jokingly “I wanted to give you a blow job.” He looked at me and said sure which turned my joke into something awkward but I still managed to say “well then hurry up and unzip your pants so I can get started.” He instantly unzipped and something came over me and I went to sucking my friend off on my couch. Now let’s be real I love sucking cock and I sucked him almost to cumming so he switched it up and he went straight to fucking me. No can we or should we he just took my clothes off and fucked me missionary. He had a okay size I guess and not sure how long but he pulled out finishing on my stomach. Second guy the same week we talked on tinder and net at a park. He told me his fantasy was to have sex in a park, which interested me which is obvious now cause my intention was to see if it was true. He fingered me on a bench, then I sucked him on a blanket. We didn’t have sex till he walked me back to my suv and said he wanted sex now. Not gonna lie I rode him till he cummed in me cause I didn’t want a mess tbh. I dropped him off wanting more and more now. My ex didn’t know it cause I wanted him back still but I just had two guys in one week. Was not my plan whatsoever. Then couple weeks later my sister had a date and I tagged along, which he brought a friend and we all went out for drinks getting a bit tipsy. We went back to his place and did couple more shots, and it was a bit blurry. At one point I was on my knees in his kitchen giving him a blow job. I think he face fucked me or I deep throated good cause my mascara ran down my face. I know at some point we were on his couch me riding him with what I feel may have squirted on his cock. Then just remember waking up thinking sex didn’t happen but my panties were a bit soaked and still felt him coming out of me when I drove home in morning. A fourth guy a tinder guy I told him I wanted to just fuck nothing more. He did just that the moment he walked in my door he bent me over the counter pulling up my Jean skirt and fucked me fairly good. Then lifted me onto my kitchen table and ate me out for well over thirty minutes, then went right back to it fingering me so good I squirted just by his fingers. And yes of course I let him fuck me right after. He may have made me say a few dirty things when we did doggy and he pulled my hair back. I never begged a guy so badly to fuck me, to pound my little pussy like that, to wanting dick so bad. Smacking and spanking my ass hard leaving marks, to letting him cum inside me. He did what he wanted, I just let him do it in me. We hung out briefly and before he was about to go he led me back to my room and took my robe off. He fucked me at edge of bed feet up in the air, he pounded my pussy so hard. He fucked out his previous load, not liking I hope he’d cum in me again. I begged him to cum inside me again, I called him daddy to help make sure he was finishing in me. Then before he was about to go I switched it up and rode him. Yes I rode him hard knowing he wasn’t gonna last and when I knew he was about to finish I stayed holding myself tight to him as I rode him, not getting off and making him cum in me on purpose. He didn’t stay long after he did that.