Retired Early And Was Bored Sexually

When you end up a widower and not in the best of shape and mostly bald, honestly not that attractive either, my wife married me because I worked hard and made her laugh. Time went on I gained weight, lost my most of my hair and generally did not look all the great. I went on a few dates but they were just not interested after meeting me which got me down the path I am on now.
When I retired early due to a back injury along with the fact that I also received a sizeable inheritance things were looking great until out of nowhere my wife passed away from an unknown to us heart issue, she was gone in literally minutes. The results of her death for the defect were told me like this, she had a time bomb living inside her and the doctor was surprised she lived as long as she did. Crazy for sure.
So anyways a few years after she passed sexual boredom was setting in on me, I was doing a lot of online sexual things for some fun, ran across some other sites of men looking for men and if you search those ads you know the ones I am talking about. One day as I looked at how my condo is laid out I thought, hell, I could put a wall right here with a door in it and make an easy glory hole and a few months later I was ready to give blow jobs. Anonymously. Unless a friend showed up who knew where I lived of course, only have maybe two friends that even know what condo building I live in, barely know anyone here in the building so I thought this could be fun.
I ran an ad, was ready with a box of condoms, nervous as ever as the first cock in my entire life was about to show up and want to be sucked off. The guy showed up right on time and I heard him locking the front door behind him, he made some comment about great set up and just like that he cock was in front of me and I was just staring at it as I brought my fingers up caressing the head and his balls. I could see some of his torso above his pubic hair and he looked thin but fit, not sure why that made me just start licking the head and sucking on it without a condom but I did and he was moaning out and telling me how great it felt. What a stress reliever this was for him, told me after a few minutes I could suck harder if I wanted to, would I lick his balls please and lightly suck on them. Yes, yes more like that and after about ten minutes I heard him start grunting and saying not to stop.
The scent and flavor of his cum started filling my mouth, I was just slowly sucking and swallowing not even thinking about it. He is still standing there with his cock in thru the slot and asked me to keep sucking if I did not mind, he loves some nice after pleasure, so I did that for a few minutes then he thanked me as he began pulling slowly back.
He then said Hey, I live in the building also and asked if I would still be hosting around seven pm because he would love an end of the day blow job. There was something about the way he asked me, I told him sure but message me before you come, he said thanks again and was out the door.
I found myself looking forward to it, received his message and replied back telling him I was ready, gave him another great blow job and he wanted to know if in the morning was okay again around the same time. I just told him sure and for the next several days I was sucking this guy off at least once a day mostly in the evenings. Few more guys had responded to my ad also, got my head together and gave them condom ones but whenever the other guy from the building showed up I just sucked on him and swallowed it all down. No idea why I trusted that he was clean and okay but so far all has been great with him.