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My Family
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Bi-Sexual Female / 28
We Are Now Part Of The Next Generation Of Women
First we are from Turkey, Christians. My grandparents emigrated to follow my parents. The rest of the family followed, my parents had six daughters, I'm in the middle. My grandfather and my father have a company servicing airplanes, with 75 employees. I'm the first to go to college.
During college I had an intense two plus year relationship with a girl. She was my first, I went in head over heals, but as time went on she cheated, and left college to join a group of front line activists. It hurt, and after graduation I returned home to work in the family business. My degree included courses on human resources, none of which fit in with my father's or grandfather's ideas. To put it bluntly, Grandpa's idea of women was on their back or the kitchen. Dad wasn't much better, he hadn't paid all that money for me to come home single.
None of that was new to me, spoke when spoken to and all that. The kitchen is reserved for women, and that's where all the women bonding takes place. That's where my cousin and I felt attracted. She was legal, over 18, and she let me know she liked 'girls'. That being the case I was there for her, and truthfully after my sour college experience, young and uninitiated was welcome to me.
An older second cousin came to visit for a funeral and I turned on my stomach to protect my vagina. It was take it up the ass or open up my legs for him. When he was ready he gave me a choice. finish him with a blowjob or let him finish in me. I didn't answer and he emptied himself in me. Now I was pregnant, no one agreed with me, you don't kill a man's baby without his permission.
He said he would take care of the baby, which meant legal recognition, and visitations and child support. Four months in he took me away and married me in another state. He didn't know one thing about my real self. He wanted feminine, long hair, little affections. None of which I was prepared for. I came out to him about me and my cousin and his answer was "bull shit".
He didn't let up, he wanted sex and he took it. After the baby came he was cutoff and he gunned for our 18 year old cousin. She wasn't able to keep him off of her and nature happened. I learned my lesson.
I had another baby, and we moved to a comfortable house, but not close to my parents. In the kitchen as wife and mother I am now part of the 'women', my cousin with her one baby is also accepted, and her mother asks her if 'that man' will ask her to have another baby for him. I work in Grandpa's business, my kids are kept by my mother. My cousin's baby also stays with her brother and sister. As to us 'they are closer than sisters'. My husband has his own company and my cousin works with him.
One of the women said one day that it was all in disorder, but if they love each other then leave them alone. It's now up to my husband. And I'm convincing him to give her another baby. Nature is calling.
During college I had an intense two plus year relationship with a girl. She was my first, I went in head over heals, but as time went on she cheated, and left college to join a group of front line activists. It hurt, and after graduation I returned home to work in the family business. My degree included courses on human resources, none of which fit in with my father's or grandfather's ideas. To put it bluntly, Grandpa's idea of women was on their back or the kitchen. Dad wasn't much better, he hadn't paid all that money for me to come home single.
None of that was new to me, spoke when spoken to and all that. The kitchen is reserved for women, and that's where all the women bonding takes place. That's where my cousin and I felt attracted. She was legal, over 18, and she let me know she liked 'girls'. That being the case I was there for her, and truthfully after my sour college experience, young and uninitiated was welcome to me.
An older second cousin came to visit for a funeral and I turned on my stomach to protect my vagina. It was take it up the ass or open up my legs for him. When he was ready he gave me a choice. finish him with a blowjob or let him finish in me. I didn't answer and he emptied himself in me. Now I was pregnant, no one agreed with me, you don't kill a man's baby without his permission.
He said he would take care of the baby, which meant legal recognition, and visitations and child support. Four months in he took me away and married me in another state. He didn't know one thing about my real self. He wanted feminine, long hair, little affections. None of which I was prepared for. I came out to him about me and my cousin and his answer was "bull shit".
He didn't let up, he wanted sex and he took it. After the baby came he was cutoff and he gunned for our 18 year old cousin. She wasn't able to keep him off of her and nature happened. I learned my lesson.
I had another baby, and we moved to a comfortable house, but not close to my parents. In the kitchen as wife and mother I am now part of the 'women', my cousin with her one baby is also accepted, and her mother asks her if 'that man' will ask her to have another baby for him. I work in Grandpa's business, my kids are kept by my mother. My cousin's baby also stays with her brother and sister. As to us 'they are closer than sisters'. My husband has his own company and my cousin works with him.
One of the women said one day that it was all in disorder, but if they love each other then leave them alone. It's now up to my husband. And I'm convincing him to give her another baby. Nature is calling.
