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My Spouse
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Straight Male / 50
Weird Family
This is not about my family, nor my spouse. It's about my "FWB" of which I had some high hopes in the day. I also have to say that I'm not really proud of few things I'm telling, but it's because I was shallow, coward and childish and because it's true, I want to be honest.
My next door neigbors were K, male, my friend and couple years older than me and P. P is female, and at my age. We were teens when it began. P were ugly. More stocky build than really feminine. But she was good to hang out with. Our FWB relationship began then. I was too coward to date her, but we were secretly dating. It was kissing, but not really hand helding or anything sweet. I was too scared of what my friends would say if they would know I had kissed her.
I was so childish that I was then thinking I would get beautiful girlfriend one day. Well, that didn't happened, I can say that already. I didn't even had many friends at school, but yet I was afraid to drop out from the social ladder. Like I said, I'm not proud of who I was then.
I wasn't bullied, but I had heard plenty of stuff talked behind K and P's backs and I tried to survive through school.
Eventually our relationship got more relaxed, and because almost all of my friends, or people I knew, had left to study to other school, I could be more relaxed with P and K.
We hanged out together and one time at their place, we were watching Playboy TV and it got us aroused. We were kissing and we were talking about our hard penises. K suggested us to masturbate and I think P would had been willing to do it too. But I was too coward to get into it then.
Few months later we were again in similar situation and then K were actually highlighting his hard on and he said he would go to masturbate. P were kissing me and touching me, but I wasn't ready for sex yet.
Again, few months later it happened again and that time I noticed how relaxed they were about the sex and masturbation and then we masturbated together but I didn't dare to cum yet.
Fourth times the charm right? Well, K had a drivers license and we went to a hunting cabin and being in safe place, and summer, there were no hunters around either. We end up masturbating at midnight and I could see K ejaculating on to the fire and I did it after him and P were enjoying our trick. They were really relaxed about the sex. I couldn't put my finger on it then, but later on I noticed it.
K moved out and P and I were more together for a while, and then we end up having intercourse. It was nice, but it was clumsy. We didn't had many intercourses, maybe four times a year. After a year we had moved out to live on our own too. We weren't boy or girlfriend and that's what she had asked to, not me. I had hoped we could be. We had took the same place just out of convenience.
P and I masturbated often, but intercourses were almost no existent. K were living right in the next building and P were hanging there often. We had contact through chat, because internet were new, so we didn't met physically as much as they did.
Three years later and when we were about to graduate, she came to tell me she's pregnant. Our intercourses had been even less, and we had used condom, but I didn't had any reason to believe her lying to me.
Then next summer we went to the hunting cabin again, and this time, it wasn't just masturbation we did there. At first P got on my lap, and took me in for a while, but because K were aroused of seeing it, she got off from me and hopped to his lap, taking him inside her. It was almost like she had shut the telly, ignoring me all the while they were having intercourse to the point they changed position to another and he finished inside her, her leaning on the table. Their sex had been relaxed, because I was still so inexperienced she had helped me to get me into the right spot.
I was still thinking that it was easy for them, and that it was extremely arousing too. She had highlighted it being i****t by asking him could they really do it there. I hadn't even thought about it being i****tuous.
When they were done, they were done. I had blueballs and they were satisfied and sex end there.
We got back home after that, and our lives continued. I was about to become a father but P were hanging out with K all the time. We got our b4by but our parents were only seeing "P" in it. Never me. Life continued and even occasional sex continued, till I wanted to get another b4by with her. Our sex sessions dropped, but yet, within few months she got pregnant again. Only then I began to question had she ever wondered could it be K's because we had occasionally had "threesome" and he had ejaculated in her. She denied it, and have always denied it, but yet, I've had my doubts to this day. Our k1ds are now adult, no health problems, and P and I are together, but there have never been really deep love in our relationship. We just got into the relationship and she have loved K. K have never been in any other relationship.
My next door neigbors were K, male, my friend and couple years older than me and P. P is female, and at my age. We were teens when it began. P were ugly. More stocky build than really feminine. But she was good to hang out with. Our FWB relationship began then. I was too coward to date her, but we were secretly dating. It was kissing, but not really hand helding or anything sweet. I was too scared of what my friends would say if they would know I had kissed her.
I was so childish that I was then thinking I would get beautiful girlfriend one day. Well, that didn't happened, I can say that already. I didn't even had many friends at school, but yet I was afraid to drop out from the social ladder. Like I said, I'm not proud of who I was then.
I wasn't bullied, but I had heard plenty of stuff talked behind K and P's backs and I tried to survive through school.
Eventually our relationship got more relaxed, and because almost all of my friends, or people I knew, had left to study to other school, I could be more relaxed with P and K.
We hanged out together and one time at their place, we were watching Playboy TV and it got us aroused. We were kissing and we were talking about our hard penises. K suggested us to masturbate and I think P would had been willing to do it too. But I was too coward to get into it then.
Few months later we were again in similar situation and then K were actually highlighting his hard on and he said he would go to masturbate. P were kissing me and touching me, but I wasn't ready for sex yet.
Again, few months later it happened again and that time I noticed how relaxed they were about the sex and masturbation and then we masturbated together but I didn't dare to cum yet.
Fourth times the charm right? Well, K had a drivers license and we went to a hunting cabin and being in safe place, and summer, there were no hunters around either. We end up masturbating at midnight and I could see K ejaculating on to the fire and I did it after him and P were enjoying our trick. They were really relaxed about the sex. I couldn't put my finger on it then, but later on I noticed it.
K moved out and P and I were more together for a while, and then we end up having intercourse. It was nice, but it was clumsy. We didn't had many intercourses, maybe four times a year. After a year we had moved out to live on our own too. We weren't boy or girlfriend and that's what she had asked to, not me. I had hoped we could be. We had took the same place just out of convenience.
P and I masturbated often, but intercourses were almost no existent. K were living right in the next building and P were hanging there often. We had contact through chat, because internet were new, so we didn't met physically as much as they did.
Three years later and when we were about to graduate, she came to tell me she's pregnant. Our intercourses had been even less, and we had used condom, but I didn't had any reason to believe her lying to me.
Then next summer we went to the hunting cabin again, and this time, it wasn't just masturbation we did there. At first P got on my lap, and took me in for a while, but because K were aroused of seeing it, she got off from me and hopped to his lap, taking him inside her. It was almost like she had shut the telly, ignoring me all the while they were having intercourse to the point they changed position to another and he finished inside her, her leaning on the table. Their sex had been relaxed, because I was still so inexperienced she had helped me to get me into the right spot.
I was still thinking that it was easy for them, and that it was extremely arousing too. She had highlighted it being i****t by asking him could they really do it there. I hadn't even thought about it being i****tuous.
When they were done, they were done. I had blueballs and they were satisfied and sex end there.
We got back home after that, and our lives continued. I was about to become a father but P were hanging out with K all the time. We got our b4by but our parents were only seeing "P" in it. Never me. Life continued and even occasional sex continued, till I wanted to get another b4by with her. Our sex sessions dropped, but yet, within few months she got pregnant again. Only then I began to question had she ever wondered could it be K's because we had occasionally had "threesome" and he had ejaculated in her. She denied it, and have always denied it, but yet, I've had my doubts to this day. Our k1ds are now adult, no health problems, and P and I are together, but there have never been really deep love in our relationship. We just got into the relationship and she have loved K. K have never been in any other relationship.
