Long Week

I can't stop thinking about the girl I'll be meeting this weekend. We've talked alot about what we're into, and she seems like the perfect fuck for me. I've honestly not thought much about being dominated by another woman until we started talking, but it's completely consumed my thoughts. She compliments a lot, which makes me want to send her more photos and videos of me, which gets me more compliments. She's already seen so much of me, I'm worried there won't be any surprise left when I actually see her.

She's brought up a guy being involved a little bit, him watching us, me jacking or sucking him off. Again, my bf comes to mind. I've talked to him a bit about what it would look like if I brought a girl home, and he made it clear that he'd want to fuck her and that I'd be there to see it. If it was anything besides that, I think I'd have an easier time with it. If he was kissing and touching her, or if she was sucking him off, I don't think it'd make me as jealous as him fucking her.

I've even asked him about if he wanted to see other women alone for sex, rather than a threesome. He'd still be using another c**t but I wouldn't have to watch at least. He wasn't too interested in that even. He's said he wouldn't want to just watch us, and I don't think he'd be a fam of the same old gf sucking him off when there's another girl there.

She brought up a friend of hers, but I had to tell her my bf is only letting me see other women. She says him watching wouldn't be cheating, which I guess would be true? But since I'll be going a couple towns over to see her, I don't want to be stuck in a situation I can't back out of. I do kinda wish my bf would just let me see men as well, but I'm so incredibly excited about experiencing more things with other women.