Home Alone

Hey fellas,

We know each other. See if you can relate. My wife is sick we haven't had sex regularly for over 15 years. I love her she loves me but we are not as sexual intimate as I want to be. Today were home alone. I gave her a big romantic kiss in the kitchen that I cleaned, hoping to lead her to bed. Mind you I usually clean the kitchen when she cooks. It's part of my training as a Christian Husband. I know there are conservative Christian men on this site. Anyway, she says received the kiss gladly. I think it may have turned her on but not enough. She said she not feeling well. She needed to prepare dinner for our guests who are coming over for Bible Study. She was also going to the beauty shop. I said, "We can fool around now while your hair is already undone. We kissed again. We embraced. She got dressed to leave. I showered knowing I was going to jack off when she left. I haven't done that in awhile...trying to save my nut for her. You know like a good Christian Husband supposed to do.

When she left, I quickly went on Sniffies to find someone. I had a little window of time. I found someone. He lived within 4 minutes from my house. The guy was just as I was. When he asked me for my address, I couldn't pull the trigger to tell him. I was hit with guilt and possibilities of him knowing me or will know me on the future in at my church. You know what I mean. Don't want to embarrass God or my church.

So I jack off with a pic he sent. I wasn't done. I wanted to feel something in my virgin hole. So I got some lube went to the kitchen and found long smooth handle. Lubed it and myself then began pleasuring myself. There were no carrots or cucumbers. So I had to use a utensil. It will be thoroughly cleaned before next use.

Anyway....

I am tight. I could only put one finger in my hole. Then I used the smooth skinny handle to move in and out of my hole.

I came. It felt really good. I felt really guilty. Now I'm confessing.

This just happened today July 22, 2025 in Lynchburg VA.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 22, 2025 at 7:56 PM

Man I was in somewhat the same boat. Even feeling guilty after a few conversations with other married guys almost coming to the point of meeting up. The lack of sex and the sexual desire finally took hold. I finally met up with a married guy. We met up for coffee then after the conversation turned sexual and hot. I was so hard and turned on was shared equal fantasies. He invited me over and nervously I excepted. At his home one thing let to another. Noticing his hard on in his pants I soon had his pants off and was sucking on a little above average cock. It was think with a big cock head. Taking it in my mouth it felt incredible. I could feel every ripple and muscle in his cock. The more I teased it the more he moaned and his cock grew little harder in my mouth. He lasted a good time then started pumping my mouth thrusting in and out. His excitement just made me want to feel him more. Soon with a last thrust deep in my throat he unloaded and I felt his warm streams of cum shooting in and down my throat. I swallowed as much as I could. He shot a nice good size load. Hard to explain the sexual high of turning a guy on so much that his crying out he’s going to cum. Then feeling streams of cum rushing in your mouth.
So he returned the pleasure and I too shot a big load. As good and fun it felt I went home feeling really guilty. I just felt sick I let that happen. But even after telling my self never again. I felt myself craving it again. Even have found my self fantasizing him taking me from behind and filling my ass with his cum. The guilty feeling is insane and eats at you but in he heat of the moment you just want it.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 22, 2025 at 8:50 PM

Your sexual adventure sounds great. Thanks for sharing. I totally understand the guilt. I'm partially jealousy too. I wish I had that relationship. I have had the opportunity to suck but not swallow. We both wish the same thing. I have not been taken from behind. There have been fantasies of mine as well. The way you describe it is HOT!!!

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 23, 2025 at 4:19 AM

Yes, the feeling of guilt is overwhelming. I was in my 50's my first time felt I was turning gay. Wasn't sure if the guilt was because of the act itself or that I enjoyed it so much having a cock in my mouth. The more I did it the more I crave it. I came to terms that I am a cock sucker. It also led to me receiving anal and found I love that to.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 23, 2025 at 5:22 AM

Have not received anal butt looking forward to it.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 23, 2025 at 7:48 AM

I’m a southern Christian myself, and my pasture was more than willing to help me find my way with the male sex. He turned me into quite the good lover. I’ve gotten quite a few compliments from others elders in the church.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jul 23, 2025 at 2:05 PM

Original poster here. WOW!!! To the last poster, this is hard to believe. SBC-ers are not know ln for living on the DL. Wish I could find one here in Lynchburg, VA.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 3, 2025 at 6:24 PM

I was a cute 17 y.o. twink hitchhiking in Texas when I got baptized sexually by a traveling preacher....Gosh he fuckd my tight ass good. I went from being curious about being with a man to knowingly wanting it. He especially loved me in my white cotton underpants telling me that I was so smoothly pure and fresh. The next guy was a horny trucker who thought because of my long hair and smooth fresh looks that I was a runaway girl. After a couple of hours in the berth of his peterbuilt cab he said he preferred boys like me. I was sure sore after him.

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