Straight Male / 41
Good Bye, True Lover
I feel deeply sad and empty about ending my affair with a woman I've fallen so deeply for without having the choice to run away with her. I had not idea how compatible two people can be until then and how much life can hurt.
My marriage of 12 years has been good, but rocky. While I love my wife in the sense of choosing her, there is mutual resentment lingering under the surface. That resentment comes from how certain differences have eroded our sense of trust. We married young and foolish, and we both have changed a lot.
At my job, I met a female colleague since I arrived. We became friends on the basis of our job, but attraction was evident. She broke her engagement due to her fiancee being a prick before there was anything between us. She started confiding in me, and I in her. She is smart, talented and bubbly, basically Joy from Inside Out in the flesh. Also, her petite frame, gorgeous black her and incredibly attractive facial features did not make it hard for me to find her attractive.
It did not take long for the first long hug, the first kiss, and the first night together during a work trip. We were conflicted, but it was not only sex (which was great) but true love making. She indulged me with her body like nobody else, and I also gave her a proper fucking that made her squirt for the first time in her life. After passionate sex, we hugged and cried. Powerful emotions. Hardest nipples for a small chested woman ever. Delicious ass that was eaten as if there were no tomorrow.
Two years pass, we continue falling harder and having more sex. She is a talented pianist, and gave me a private naked concert one day. We talked about our lives, and she told me that she's always been attached to emotionally unavailable men.
Then, at home things started improving, and the declining health of my parents changed the stakes for us. It was hard seeing her in a mixture of love for me, sadness for not being together, and anger against my wife for things that have happened. My lover told me about nine months ago she was ok with being my lover discreetly and that we are made for each other. But I deeply love her, which means I had to be honest about my situation and not give false hopes. She does not deserve to have the crumbs of my attention and I called it quits.
We decided to meet one week during one of my trips about six months ago, and had the most amazing week to say our farewells. Her pussy was filled with my cum to the brim, and she gave me everything in bed, from her throat to her ass. We satisfied a couple of fantasies together. At the end, our eyes were swollen after how much we both cried before parting ways. My lover was transferred to a location abroad (France).
She reached out yesterday via our secret email address, an inbox that had been empty since we split. That last week produced a baby girl; I am going to be a father for the first time. Being in France, she'll have full maternity leave and proper health care. She said not to worry, and that she will let me meet her in due time once I've taken care of folks.
My folks passed two months ago, things went back to shitty at home, I decided to come clean. It was a horrid experience, but hopeful. Divorce papers will be served tomorrow, and I leave in two weeks to be with the love of my life and my baby. I left my soon-to-be ex the house and car. I have a job ready and we will be renting a cozy apartment in the countryside.
My marriage of 12 years has been good, but rocky. While I love my wife in the sense of choosing her, there is mutual resentment lingering under the surface. That resentment comes from how certain differences have eroded our sense of trust. We married young and foolish, and we both have changed a lot.
At my job, I met a female colleague since I arrived. We became friends on the basis of our job, but attraction was evident. She broke her engagement due to her fiancee being a prick before there was anything between us. She started confiding in me, and I in her. She is smart, talented and bubbly, basically Joy from Inside Out in the flesh. Also, her petite frame, gorgeous black her and incredibly attractive facial features did not make it hard for me to find her attractive.
It did not take long for the first long hug, the first kiss, and the first night together during a work trip. We were conflicted, but it was not only sex (which was great) but true love making. She indulged me with her body like nobody else, and I also gave her a proper fucking that made her squirt for the first time in her life. After passionate sex, we hugged and cried. Powerful emotions. Hardest nipples for a small chested woman ever. Delicious ass that was eaten as if there were no tomorrow.
Two years pass, we continue falling harder and having more sex. She is a talented pianist, and gave me a private naked concert one day. We talked about our lives, and she told me that she's always been attached to emotionally unavailable men.
Then, at home things started improving, and the declining health of my parents changed the stakes for us. It was hard seeing her in a mixture of love for me, sadness for not being together, and anger against my wife for things that have happened. My lover told me about nine months ago she was ok with being my lover discreetly and that we are made for each other. But I deeply love her, which means I had to be honest about my situation and not give false hopes. She does not deserve to have the crumbs of my attention and I called it quits.
We decided to meet one week during one of my trips about six months ago, and had the most amazing week to say our farewells. Her pussy was filled with my cum to the brim, and she gave me everything in bed, from her throat to her ass. We satisfied a couple of fantasies together. At the end, our eyes were swollen after how much we both cried before parting ways. My lover was transferred to a location abroad (France).
She reached out yesterday via our secret email address, an inbox that had been empty since we split. That last week produced a baby girl; I am going to be a father for the first time. Being in France, she'll have full maternity leave and proper health care. She said not to worry, and that she will let me meet her in due time once I've taken care of folks.
My folks passed two months ago, things went back to shitty at home, I decided to come clean. It was a horrid experience, but hopeful. Divorce papers will be served tomorrow, and I leave in two weeks to be with the love of my life and my baby. I left my soon-to-be ex the house and car. I have a job ready and we will be renting a cozy apartment in the countryside.
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