First Time

I have been married for four years to Jed. We met in college. We have a close friend Miller who we have known since college.

Last week Miller was over at our apartment while Jed was at work. We talked and enjoyed each other's company. I was feeling very relaxed and I did something I had never done before. I looked at Miller and asked him if he wanted to fuck me. I told him to make out with me, slowly undress me, go down on me, and then fuck me. As I had a giant orgasm, I told Miller to cum in me and he did. Loads. Then he fucked me again. I was lost in the sexual pleasure. Miller told me that I was wonderful to fuck.

This was the first time I had fucked another man since Jed and I married. It felt so good that I will fuck Miller again. I know I should feel very guilty, but I don't. I will tell Jed in time. I hope because he has casually suggested sharing now and again that he will be turned on by the thought of another guy fucking me.