Still A Virgin

I am hairy. I have hairy legs and arms and thick head hair and a very thick bush. I was always self conscious and refuse to wear sports clothes and bathing suits. I used pads from early on to hide the hair on my crotch in gym, etc. I do not work out in public. I tried to shave but it was a bad idea and I got a bad rash from it. Needless to say my lips are sealed and no dick has crossed my threshold.

I want to get fucked one day so I know what its all about. I know that in earlier centuries women with heavy bush got fucked by husbands, if nothing else. No one cared, as long as they could weed whack their way in. For me it's being self conscious. If I spread my legs after rubbing my pussy for a while, I have this big gash in the middle of the jungle. It's fucking ugly.

I went on line for a man, one that you pay for, but I didn't go through with it.

Anyway I'm turning 37 and no man has fucked me.