Groping The Church Women

I grew up and one of those strict fundamental churches. One where men kind of ruled everything, and the women just went along with it. It wasn’t a good church at all and the things I did growing up I thought were correct but later in life learned were wrong. At the time I loved it and would get off to it but now I know wasn’t right.

I grew up the son of a church elder which basically mean I could get away with anything. Our church had about 2000 followers plus. All the important decisions about the church were done by the men, but the day-to-day activity, i.e. cleaning, setting up the altar, washing linens, money handling, kitchen cooking and daycare we’re all women. The one thing about our churches whatever them men do goes you don’t question them. That is why God made them in charge. At a young age, I saw one of the teenage boys basically walk in to the main office. One day started groping on the secretary’s titties. After a minute, she unbuttoned her shirt and let him feel them. She did didn’t say anything just let him do his deed and when he was done, she buttoned up and he left. Neither one knew I was in the other room and saw what happened. That point I was already being a little pervert and sniffing used panties and jerking off with hosiery their bras and such. But now I saw I could grope women no problem.

I started out small, basically just touching them randomly getting braver and braver. Eventually, it got to the point where I would walk in to any room that some of the women were in and I could go around lift up their ski skirts and just start groping them. Didn’t matter as long as there was no boys or other men in there I was free to do what I wanted. Eventually I learned that I could lock the door and they couldn’t leave. My main target was two ladies that were always in the church accounting office. They were older women, probably in their 50s but very attractive. I would often go in there after school lock the door and start touching them. I would tell them just keep working and ignore me. I crawl under their desks take their heels or shoes off kiss their feet. Move my hands up their legs and touch their vagina region. Both women would just sit there and take it and not say a word. Overtime, I would get more brazen I would get under their desk, slide their skirts down and rub my dick all over their pantyhose legs and feet. Eventually, I would stop playing around and get out from under the table. I would rub my dick on their face down their neck. I even would make them stand up, make them lift up their skirts and rub my dick all over their panties, then pull their gust down blow my load on them and make them wear it next to their pussy. Sometimes I would go in to the youth choirs changing area and make all the young little girls take off their clothes, and I would play with their pussies while they had to hold my dick. Once I had four of them on their knees fully naked, and I kept wiping my dick across their mouth and across her face and would come on each one of them. Eventually, I had one of the women in the accounting office basically get up every day, expose yourself and let me play with her pussy and fondle her titties while she jerked me off. We even had an 83 year-old woman who did arrangements that I had her take off her stocking put on her head and suck my dick without her teeth. At the time, it was pure ecstasy but now I know it was completely wrong.

Did this for many years thinking was OK until our church was disbanded by the government and I was taken away from my dad and mom. That’s when I learned that what I did was wrong when I tried to grope a girl at school since I had never been to a real school just the one at the church I didn’t know this was an incorrect thing. Had to go to a lot of therapy, but learn to work through my past. Don’t know where any other people are to be able to ask for forgiveness, but this day I still think about the things I did and the people I people I wrong.

Well, let this be hopefully a read for someone who might have been through the same thing or going through it right now. This is not what God intended. Leave that place now and find a righteous path.