My Thoughts Are Out Of Control

I constantly think about pleasuring men, the ones I come into contact with daily and also just random guys I see, I am just amazed at this for about the last two years now. I will be sitting at my desk and just think, How much fun would be to go sit in the men's bathroom and just suck whoever comes in there? I was in a meeting the other day, Director's office and he has this huge old wood desk, guess he bought it like ten years ago and refuses to part with it. Anyways, I imagined myself being under it and be his personal suck slave.

I have done a few crazy things with guys but nothing as forward as the men's room thing. I was at a friends get together and met a guy there, we talked for a few hours and he was nice. He asked if I wanted to go out sometime, I leaned in and whispered to him saying I really want to go to his place and give him a blow job, the look on his face said it all and we left about ten minutes later. We ended up doing way more than just me giving him a BJ, he was fun and we dated for a while but I realized probably not my match so ended it.

I sort of ended up getting dragged into sex with two guys, one of those I was sort of made to do it but also sort of wanted it that way if that makes sense. I fought it somewhat because for some reason I was in a get it rough mood, they actually used my bra to tie my arms behind my back, the guy going down on me said after a few seconds of giving me oral told his friend I was soaking wet. I was sucking the other ones cock so could not really say anything but I was enjoying it, little rough at first but they mellowed out as it was obvious I was into it.

So other than my brain seemingly in BJ over drive I have not been to out on the dating scene much lately. Maybe I will go crawl under a desk tomorrow!