Submissive Behind Closed Doors

As long as I remember I was always lusting over all the pretty girls in school, even as a kid I always stared at my teachers under the desk watching their legs and feet kicking around. Fast forward to highschool I was already masturbating to anything that made my dick twitch, but I always avoided gym shower to hide my throbbing dick I had to switch to darker shorts to hide the pre cum on my shorts.

That's about the time I realized the musky locker room was only getting me hard besides acpl other obvious cock riders that never had gfs or even spoke to them. After graduation I found other groups of friends to drink and party with, getting laid was never a problem for us since everyone was drunk all the time, it started out with our slutty female friends we already passed around in the group would suggest strip drinking games or date this do that sort of thing. Being horny drunk guys we didn't mind a little ass grab between bros, eventually dick and ball grabs then handfuls, When the girls would get bored or go bar hopping we would be stuck at the house with nothing but hard dicks, Over time I would offer more drinks lots of dirt talk , me and my other friend had already come to terms that we like sucking on a nice hard cock just as much if not more than pussy. We were practically in a secret gay bromance ,A story for another time but my buddy 6ft maybe more white muscular body strong bulging thighs covered in dark blonde hair , your average jock with 6" with a phat and I mean so wide my fist would not close, He preferred top and incredibly slow thrusts splitting my ass apart, once my hole would take him in me he had a seductive way of wrapping his arms and legs around me while I'm pinned face down unable to move I would cum on myself a few times as he whispered things like , where's my dick , you like it in your ass don't you slut? It was humiliating at first but after what feels like hours of thrusting me like I was his b***h my and and body starts to quiver under him that's when he has away with his beautiful hard body had a way of hitting my spot balls deep slapping my balls and making my ass shake as he pounds me like he's punishing me. By then I just give in, I'm his girl to use as he wants, always taking it one step further each time. One night I made the mistake of living my ass up too much he slipped out, biting my neck and slapped my ass so hard I teared up but before I could take in what was happening he flipped me on my back crawled on top and beat his dick on my face. I was shocked and turned on he pulled off his briefs made me wipe the lube and made me use my spit from now on. I learned my lesson after that , Called him babe or he makes me call him big sexy,alpha,or stud baby when I ask if I can use the kitchen or bathroom. His favorite thing to do before using is our time talking while I clip his toes and massage what ever part is tired. Around other friends he let's me flirt with the lady's. His mother is the only one that knew but I accepted being the woman and pleasing my babe in pvt.Thats before I met my current gf long story short he used my ass for a few years before moving away and my current girlfriend is the only one who thinks a tattoo on my ass with his name is a turn on. Only downside is during arguments it's always, "you weren't complaining last night when I fucked you with my dildo" Now I'm her b***h