Not Everyone Is Interested In Sex

Pressured to get married I gave in and married a man a few years older. It was a small wedding and small reception. My mother's toast was to pray for me to get pregnant. We had a reservation at a hotel for our wedding night, followed with a week in a resort hotel in the Caribbean.

Our wedding night was a no touching evening, we flew to the island and spent a week in separate bedrooms. I was honest and forward, it wasn't my idea to get married. We returned to a joint apartment, he slept on the couch and I had the bedroom. After a year my husband had a girlfriend and I was still virgin. No pregnancy.

Five years went by and no baby. My mother insisted on checking him. His girlfriend had a miscarriage. we agreed to divorce. My mother offered my husband a house if I got pregnant. With his decision to fill his life with his girlfriend he turned her down and we got divorced.

I turned thirty and decided that I should have a child, and went to him and asked him to help me. It was all clinical. The pregnancy took and I had a son. I know that a natural birth and virgin seems like an oxymoron. But considering that virginity has more to do with intercourse than pushing out a baby, I'm a true virgin. I'm not having intercourse.

He married his girlfriend, she had a full term birth.

I am not interested in women. I don't want sex.