A Pencil And Vaseline
When I was seven I discovered that putting a dab of vaseline on the eraser end of a pencil and sliding it in my ass felt amazing. I did it often. I started introducing friends (boys and girls) to my anal pleasure secrets aling with mutual body exploration. Some liked it, some didn’t.
By the time I was 9 I had experimented with a variety of objects up my ass and my awareness of sexuality had greatly increased. I was probaby 13 when I first thought of and wanted a boy’s cock up my ass. But it would be another 13 years before that would happen with 40 year old Jack when I was 26.
My wife knows all about that history and my still strong desire for anal pleasure. She knows I’m bi and genuinely enjoy sex with her and occasionally with men. When I am with a man (or with my wife using a strapon) I am 100% submissive. She actually suggested I may have been anally m****ted at a vey young age and that triggered my curiosity and experimentation with others. I have no recollection of any m****tation and have no negative feelings around sex or anal play. I just think for whatever reason I’ve always enjoyed and wanted anal penetration. I still enjoy taking something up my ass, except now it’s a hard pounding ejaculating cock rather than a pencil with vaseline.


