Pakistani Mother Son Incest

I had sexual relationship with my mom for 5 years from age 15-20. As far as i remember i have always been super attracted to my mother, around age 13 i started masturbating while thinking of mom naked. I still used to sleep in my parents room and sometimes my mom would have me sleep next to her and would kiss and cuddle with me. I remember trembling from hornyness. One time i slowly open her kamiz buttons and put face in her deep cleavage, after 5-6 mins my mom put her hand on my head and directed my face towards her nipple. My mom has large light brown nipple with creamy white body complexion, she has 3 beauty spots near her left nipple. We did this daily for weeks on night when papa was out of city for a week, me and mom were in hed late at night it was humid and hot and raining ourside. This time when i started kissing her neck, she pulled me on top of her, my erect penis was pushing on her pussy. That night she slide her hand in my shorts and cup my penis and balls, she took my shorts off while kissing my neck and squeezed me tight between her legs, her pussy area was fully soaked and her black panty was visable. She then switched positions and got on top of me, she was heavy for me back then, she quickly took her shalwar and kamiz off and guided my penis with her 2 fingers into her vagina. It was extremely wet, warm and pulsating, after she took me in she laid flat on top me, i was froze from bliss, i remember her soft sweaty body rubbing againt my body, i moaned few times saying ammi ji( my mommy) to which she wispered mera beta meri jaan. Sweat was dripping from her body on to time, after 5 mins i cummed in her. We did this regularly till i was 20. After which my mom was intered in sex and we stopped. But for those years i cant forget the sex and the love she game me late nights. I miss the taste of my moms saliva and her warm pussy juice. Since then i always chase that feeling but never got it again. I wished we still made love.