I Am Not Sure This Will Help But Here Goes

I have always been really embarrassed about how my vagina looks, my labia are huge and hang some, my clitoris is big and actually has a small penis head shape on the end. I would not date seriously because I did not want anyone to see me naked.

My second year in college I had been on several dates and study sessions with Tom, he was a great guy from what I could tell and eventually by the holiday break I was really into him. So one evening after we had talked with each other for a few hours I just leaned in and we started kissing. My head was in clouds seconds later, he is an amazing kisser and he was touching me in places not sexually, caressing my arm and sides, had one hand up holding my cheek and caressing my neck. I would have done anything he wanted me to do in that moment but we just ended up kissing A LOT.

Few nights later same thing started again and like ten minutes into it I felt his fingers caressing the side of one of my breasts, I had a bra and shirt on so not like he was getting much of it so I reached behind me and under my shirt undoing my bra and he got the hint.

Quite some time later he was sliding my shorts and underwear off, undressed himself and we were just laying next to each other kissing and letting our hands explore, I tried turning off the light above my bed on the desk leaving the room mostly dark. He asked me why I wanted it so dark and I told him I thought it was more romantic, he in turn told me he wanted to see my beauty so the I turned the light back on with the visions of him being grossed out by my vagina.

When he began going down my torso I was tensing up, he actually asked me if I was okay because he would stop if I did not want to go further, I decided sooner or later a guy had to see it so why not and spread my legs out for him. He kissed all around my thighs and along the sides of my labia, he never stopped until I had one of the biggest orgasms of my life to that point. He stayed the night in my room and when I woke up in the middle of the night needing to pee I came back to bed and decided to give him more oral and he moaned out as I sucked on him, when I finished he began kissing me again then worked his way downward again and I said Can I ask you something? Anything he replied of course. I hesitated and he was resting his chin on my pubic hair and asked me what it was again. I said to be honest I have always been embarrassed by my own vagina and how it looks. He began kissing it and telling me it was both beautiful and delicious, asked me what I was so concerned about but I found it hard to answer him as he licked and sucked on my clit and rolled his tongue all over it.

We ended up making love probably a dozen times the next few days, thankfully I had a room to myself so it made it really easy to be together. He really makes me feel great about my body and still tells me I am beautiful even after we have had two kids, he still gives me the most amazing oral I can imagine, of course I have nothing to compare him to except a vibrator which he also uses on me simultaneously with his amazing tongue.

I guess what they say is true, your person is out there and we get really lucky when we find them.