Straight Male / 22
Dating Woes In College
I am a student finishing up my final year at a private Christian college, playing football, enjoying fraternity life, and volunteering with the campus MAGA club.
There’s this girl I have liked since my sophomore year. Unfortunately, things didn’t pan out. After I asked if we could hang out one-on-one, Giulia explained that she didn’t like petting, or oral sex. I had to compromise my values and agree to PIV even though we were not married.
Giulia is of the same race as me, so at least we are not breaking the Christian rule against inter-racial relationships. (Our university is very strict about this and we would be expelled if we broke the rule.)
We ended up being friends. However, I have noticed we are hanging out less and less often, and I’m usually the one making the effort. It bothers me because we get along quite well, and when we do hang out, I last a long time. We have good conversations and have shared personal stories as my semen leaks out of her puffy pussy. I even know her favorite Bible verses.
The last time we were together, I told Giulia I would leave the initiative with her, and she should tell me when she next wanted to have intercourse. That was two months ago, and I’m getting the feeling Giulia probably isn’t going to ask me. It makes me really sad. Some nights have to put my Bible down because I cannot read anymore, through the tears.
If by the end of the semester Giulia doesn’t reach out, should I send her a message expressing my disappointment but wishing her well? Or should I ask if I could fornicate with her once more before leaving? (I doubt I will see her again after graduation.)
I suppose this would be going back on my word about leaving it up to her, but I don’t want to feel regret. As a Christian I know I am not allowed to masturbate, which makes the situation even harder.
There’s this girl I have liked since my sophomore year. Unfortunately, things didn’t pan out. After I asked if we could hang out one-on-one, Giulia explained that she didn’t like petting, or oral sex. I had to compromise my values and agree to PIV even though we were not married.
Giulia is of the same race as me, so at least we are not breaking the Christian rule against inter-racial relationships. (Our university is very strict about this and we would be expelled if we broke the rule.)
We ended up being friends. However, I have noticed we are hanging out less and less often, and I’m usually the one making the effort. It bothers me because we get along quite well, and when we do hang out, I last a long time. We have good conversations and have shared personal stories as my semen leaks out of her puffy pussy. I even know her favorite Bible verses.
The last time we were together, I told Giulia I would leave the initiative with her, and she should tell me when she next wanted to have intercourse. That was two months ago, and I’m getting the feeling Giulia probably isn’t going to ask me. It makes me really sad. Some nights have to put my Bible down because I cannot read anymore, through the tears.
If by the end of the semester Giulia doesn’t reach out, should I send her a message expressing my disappointment but wishing her well? Or should I ask if I could fornicate with her once more before leaving? (I doubt I will see her again after graduation.)
I suppose this would be going back on my word about leaving it up to her, but I don’t want to feel regret. As a Christian I know I am not allowed to masturbate, which makes the situation even harder.
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