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Lesbian Stories
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Lesbian Female / 34
My Latent Lesbian Feelings Manifested Themselves In My Late Twenties
So this is a confession of repressed feelings and the consequences. I have what is called latent homosexual urges. This urges manifested themselves when I was in my later twenties. But by then I was married with two kids. The girl that helped me act out my urges was a little older with a dyke personality. She saw it in me long before I felt it. It was the kiss, a long wet kiss with her hand up under my shirt feeling me up. I wiggled, but didn't stop her, I let her kiss me and feel me up until she stopped and put her forehead against mine and told me that she wanted my pussy.
We were in the ladies' bathroom, which was a one person bathroom, and the door was locked and she helped me get my pants and panties down, she sat on the toilet and kissed my pussy, later pushing her index finger up my vagina.
I felt bad about it, 'how was I going to tell my husband'. It wasn't a choice I could live with, I had to tell him, to let him know what had happened. My husband to me is much like my father, lying to him or misbehaving is not acceptable, and I told him everything. I told him about what had happened in the bathroom at work. That was my last day at that work, I resigned the next morning. I've stayed home after that.
He sent me to a lady psychologist who asked me all sorts of questions, and diagnosed me with latent homosexuality. She told me it was not usual, but it happened often enough. Most girls discover it in high school, but in my case I probably overlooked it because my husband is so dominant. I got married at 18 and was pregnant before nightfall.
I have struggled with this condition for several years now. I can't help it, all of sudden out of nowhere I get these urges over some girl. Usually it's girls who are shapely and younger. One example is the girl that teaches aerobics. She is so pretty, and has curves that really pop, and I've seen her naked in the showers. She is well groomed with a slight whisp of hair on her pussy, and she has bent over in front of me. She smiles at me and she has touched my boobs in the shower. She offered to give me new look down there, but I know my husband would not like that. I want to kiss her. These urges are very strong and kissing is the first thing that lets me know that I'm under the spell again.
Part of my therapy is to confess everything to my husband. Be nice and smile and let him know when I have these urges. His job is to 'take care of that problem', which means sex and more sex, until the urges subside. At first he was angry and bawled me out for it, but now he just pulls my pants down and gets on with business. Whether it's the thought of the aerobics instructor or his dick going in me, I'm usually always very wet when I'm under these urges.
These urges about a specific girl last from a couple of weeks to months. Usually urges with a housewife last longer. Usually urges with a housewife involve kissing and touching, housewives for some reason are really receptive. My husband can wear himself out on me, but a housewife urge doesn't go away that easily.
We were in the ladies' bathroom, which was a one person bathroom, and the door was locked and she helped me get my pants and panties down, she sat on the toilet and kissed my pussy, later pushing her index finger up my vagina.
I felt bad about it, 'how was I going to tell my husband'. It wasn't a choice I could live with, I had to tell him, to let him know what had happened. My husband to me is much like my father, lying to him or misbehaving is not acceptable, and I told him everything. I told him about what had happened in the bathroom at work. That was my last day at that work, I resigned the next morning. I've stayed home after that.
He sent me to a lady psychologist who asked me all sorts of questions, and diagnosed me with latent homosexuality. She told me it was not usual, but it happened often enough. Most girls discover it in high school, but in my case I probably overlooked it because my husband is so dominant. I got married at 18 and was pregnant before nightfall.
I have struggled with this condition for several years now. I can't help it, all of sudden out of nowhere I get these urges over some girl. Usually it's girls who are shapely and younger. One example is the girl that teaches aerobics. She is so pretty, and has curves that really pop, and I've seen her naked in the showers. She is well groomed with a slight whisp of hair on her pussy, and she has bent over in front of me. She smiles at me and she has touched my boobs in the shower. She offered to give me new look down there, but I know my husband would not like that. I want to kiss her. These urges are very strong and kissing is the first thing that lets me know that I'm under the spell again.
Part of my therapy is to confess everything to my husband. Be nice and smile and let him know when I have these urges. His job is to 'take care of that problem', which means sex and more sex, until the urges subside. At first he was angry and bawled me out for it, but now he just pulls my pants down and gets on with business. Whether it's the thought of the aerobics instructor or his dick going in me, I'm usually always very wet when I'm under these urges.
These urges about a specific girl last from a couple of weeks to months. Usually urges with a housewife last longer. Usually urges with a housewife involve kissing and touching, housewives for some reason are really receptive. My husband can wear himself out on me, but a housewife urge doesn't go away that easily.
