Straight Male / 48
Looking For My First Time With A Man
Exploring my secret fantasy I booked a hotel in a hot area of town known for gay restaurants and gay bars. I watched how the men were dressed and imitated them, watched how they hung around the bar and imitated them, decided if I was in fact going to go with some man, what kind of man would that be.
I decided pretty quickly I would not agree to some man who had an elevated sense of gay superiority, a gay Alpha type, if I went with a man, it would be a man who wanted to explore my gay curiosity and wanted to make love, kiss, caress, oral sex, before submitting to anal sex. My objective most definitely was to have anal sex, lose my anal virginity. But the man had to be the right man, and a man that didn't have AIDS or some other gay disease.
I sat at the hotel planning the evening. I decided to eat first, then go out to a bar. I researched online and found a bar close by that was a favorite for men that wanted to dance. I went out around nine. At the bar I stood at the bar and had a beer. I watched as the men came in, paired off, some came in pairs, found a booth, some danced. I left the bar to pee and a man stood beside me and asked if I was new, he hadn't seen me. I said I was, I was moving to town, staying at the hotel. Good luck and he left.
I took a beer and stood against a wall watching the men dance. I had lost any hope of meeting that man I was looking for. A man came up and stood beside me, a cowboy type. He said 'wana dance' and we were on the floor, no conversation. A slow dance came up and he hustled me against him, he whispered in my ear that I was stiff as a board, was it my first time. Why lie, I said it was. He danced with me and left me at the wall where I was standing. Came back with two beers.
You wanna bottom or top, he asked. Again I thought be honest, and I said I wanted to bottom. He asked again if it was my first time, and assured him it was. We left the bar and went down to another bar, louder and more activity. There were both men and women there, gay men and gay women. He leaned over 'lets kiss', and with that he kissed me on the mouth. I lurched back, and he got mad. I let him kiss me after that. We went out back to his car.
He got in and told me to get started and give him a blowjob, and held his cock in his hand. I went down and sucked his cock, my first time. He took his cock out of my mouth, and slapped my face, before shoving my head down under his command to suck him off, and I took his cock in my hand and after a few minutes, too long for him, he told me to sit up.
You need a lot of practice, he told me. Let's kiss and he grabbed my cock in my pants. We got out of the car and went back to the back of the lot, where the lights didn't reach. Now get your pants down and lean against the fence. He spit on his fingers and ran a finger up my behind, then stood behind me and stuck his cock in me. It wasn't what I imagined, but it would have to do.
I went back to the hotel around one, and laid on the bed thinking to myself. First time out, I got kissed, I sucked a cock, and I got fucked. I didn't do too good, but all in all I had accomplished what I wanted. The next time it would be better.
I decided pretty quickly I would not agree to some man who had an elevated sense of gay superiority, a gay Alpha type, if I went with a man, it would be a man who wanted to explore my gay curiosity and wanted to make love, kiss, caress, oral sex, before submitting to anal sex. My objective most definitely was to have anal sex, lose my anal virginity. But the man had to be the right man, and a man that didn't have AIDS or some other gay disease.
I sat at the hotel planning the evening. I decided to eat first, then go out to a bar. I researched online and found a bar close by that was a favorite for men that wanted to dance. I went out around nine. At the bar I stood at the bar and had a beer. I watched as the men came in, paired off, some came in pairs, found a booth, some danced. I left the bar to pee and a man stood beside me and asked if I was new, he hadn't seen me. I said I was, I was moving to town, staying at the hotel. Good luck and he left.
I took a beer and stood against a wall watching the men dance. I had lost any hope of meeting that man I was looking for. A man came up and stood beside me, a cowboy type. He said 'wana dance' and we were on the floor, no conversation. A slow dance came up and he hustled me against him, he whispered in my ear that I was stiff as a board, was it my first time. Why lie, I said it was. He danced with me and left me at the wall where I was standing. Came back with two beers.
You wanna bottom or top, he asked. Again I thought be honest, and I said I wanted to bottom. He asked again if it was my first time, and assured him it was. We left the bar and went down to another bar, louder and more activity. There were both men and women there, gay men and gay women. He leaned over 'lets kiss', and with that he kissed me on the mouth. I lurched back, and he got mad. I let him kiss me after that. We went out back to his car.
He got in and told me to get started and give him a blowjob, and held his cock in his hand. I went down and sucked his cock, my first time. He took his cock out of my mouth, and slapped my face, before shoving my head down under his command to suck him off, and I took his cock in my hand and after a few minutes, too long for him, he told me to sit up.
You need a lot of practice, he told me. Let's kiss and he grabbed my cock in my pants. We got out of the car and went back to the back of the lot, where the lights didn't reach. Now get your pants down and lean against the fence. He spit on his fingers and ran a finger up my behind, then stood behind me and stuck his cock in me. It wasn't what I imagined, but it would have to do.
I went back to the hotel around one, and laid on the bed thinking to myself. First time out, I got kissed, I sucked a cock, and I got fucked. I didn't do too good, but all in all I had accomplished what I wanted. The next time it would be better.
