Finding Out I'm Gay Took A Lifetime
Out there it is quiet and you can talk. He came out to me, and told me he was gay. He didn't want me to find out from someone else. I asked him that question you ask yourself, what was it like. He laughed and told me it was just sex, but with a man. We were alone right then, and he said 'here, let me show you' and he kissed me on the mouth.
I was uncomfortable with that. He talked to me and told me to settle down, it was a kiss, from one friend to the other. But it wasn't only a kiss. Back at his apartment he kissed me again and this time it didn't end there. He told me he could feel the vibe, and he continued to kiss me, and then grabbed my dick in my pants and kissed me some more. He undid my belt and pushed my pants down before getting down on his knees and giving me a blowjob.
He stood up and opened his pants, stepped out of them, and with only his shirt on he told me that it was my turn, 'on your knees' and I went down and sucked on his cock. He treated me to a complete introduction, including anal sex. By the end of the evening we were both naked on the bed, and I was sucking on his cock. He told me that I was gay, 'gay and didn't know it'. He told me that he found out he was gay when he was in his thirties, after several male female relationships that never went anywhere.
I'm gay now, I don't pretend I'm not. He and I are 'buddies' when it comes to sex. I was introduced to this guy who is a retired Vice Cop and he's a lot more forward and aggressive than I'm comfortable with, but I'm learning the pecking order. When he takes over it is a rush, I never felt before.


