DIRTY THOUGHT

I have had this fantasy that crosses my mind every now and then. I'm a white straight male and meet up with a black couple. His wife picks me up in a bar and takes me to a hotel room where her husband is waiting. I'm kissing and fondling her as they both undress me. I'm really excited and then find myself laying on his stomach face up and he's fucking me. 'It's ok hun, everything will better soon', she says then his wife lifts my erect cock out of the way and starts hitting my balls with a baseball bat. I'm not sure what this means and it seem strange and painful but I can't seem to lose this thought from my mind. I have come to the conclusion the only answer is to live out my fantasy, so if there is any black males out there who fancies fucking a straight white male and has a sadistic wife who would like to bust my balls I'd like to hear from you. also if there is anyone who can shred any light on why I have this strange fantasy hell let me know.