Straight Male / 39
No-one Can Find Out Or They Will Label Me Gay And I'm Not
2 years after I married my wife we tried pegging and both of us ended up having a lot of fun with it and enjoying it. I also found out about hands free cumming and orgasms that last an hour; it's been a wild ride.
But what I got addicted to was the feeling of being full. Being penetrated so hard it stretches my hole is a feeling like nothing else and ended up being something I needed to explore.
After some talks and setting boundaries we explored more toys and eventually she began to fist me. Fisting was incredible, it was like being edged on such a thin line that I was pouring cum and poss for 3 hours only to be able to fuck my wife to a creampie after. But she wasn't feeling it so much.
We had a couple of early on messes and shes not completely comfortable taking control so she slowly dropped away from it and didn't want to anymore. I respected that and wasn't going to force her. She still wanted to do pegging and she's still doing weird shit in the bed with me so she's trying.
But I need to be filled. It got desperate.
I met neighbours a couple of floors down organising a swingers thing in their apartment. It was a spur of the moment request, but said they may be able to help me with something if we chatted privately on apps.
I explained enough and said I need a regular fisting if they were down for that kind of arrangement. They ecstatically were. So for the past 8 months, I've told my wife a lie about working late and just 2 floors down getting my ass fisted for 4 hours.
Holy fucking shit. Man hands are bigger and it's more intense. Plus it's both of them doing it, one after the other, that it's wild. I've allowed some extra things to say thanks to them like a few times they tied me down to do it, doggy style instead of missionary, piss on me sorta in me, and using cum in the lube or cumming on my ass.
None of them fuck me or penetrate me. This for me is just the feeling of being filled. For them they get to humiliate a straight, and I'm 100% straight. No-one will know i get this done, this doesn't happen and is a complete fucking orgasmic secret.
Fuck it, wife is shopping right now and I'm going to get an arm up my ass. Fuck yeah.
But what I got addicted to was the feeling of being full. Being penetrated so hard it stretches my hole is a feeling like nothing else and ended up being something I needed to explore.
After some talks and setting boundaries we explored more toys and eventually she began to fist me. Fisting was incredible, it was like being edged on such a thin line that I was pouring cum and poss for 3 hours only to be able to fuck my wife to a creampie after. But she wasn't feeling it so much.
We had a couple of early on messes and shes not completely comfortable taking control so she slowly dropped away from it and didn't want to anymore. I respected that and wasn't going to force her. She still wanted to do pegging and she's still doing weird shit in the bed with me so she's trying.
But I need to be filled. It got desperate.
I met neighbours a couple of floors down organising a swingers thing in their apartment. It was a spur of the moment request, but said they may be able to help me with something if we chatted privately on apps.
I explained enough and said I need a regular fisting if they were down for that kind of arrangement. They ecstatically were. So for the past 8 months, I've told my wife a lie about working late and just 2 floors down getting my ass fisted for 4 hours.
Holy fucking shit. Man hands are bigger and it's more intense. Plus it's both of them doing it, one after the other, that it's wild. I've allowed some extra things to say thanks to them like a few times they tied me down to do it, doggy style instead of missionary, piss on me sorta in me, and using cum in the lube or cumming on my ass.
None of them fuck me or penetrate me. This for me is just the feeling of being filled. For them they get to humiliate a straight, and I'm 100% straight. No-one will know i get this done, this doesn't happen and is a complete fucking orgasmic secret.
Fuck it, wife is shopping right now and I'm going to get an arm up my ass. Fuck yeah.
