This Time Was Different

I had been married for over 20 years and the sex was almost non existent so I turned to porn. Then I started noticing that I was turned on by the men in the videos just as much as the women and started watching gay porn. Then I started reading sex ads about men who wanted to suck cock or have theirs sucked. I finally met someone and had mine sucked but what I was really wanting was to finally suck a cock myself.
Eventually, I got up the courage to meet and it was an older man with a small penis. But I loved it. From there I would meet someone about once a month and suck their dick. I loved it, but I would not say that I was necessarily attracted to the men. I didn’t want to do anything else with them, just suck their dicks, but then this happened.
I answered an ad to suck a man at his house in the middle of the day. I drove to his house and it was a little ways out of town and it looked like he farmed or had cattle. When I walked into the house he had cowboy themed decor everywhere.
But when he answered the door I was mesmerized. He was about 35 years old. He had on a towel from the waste down. He had just taken a shower. He was in great shape. His chest was chiseled and his biceps were very obvious. He was just a well built man.
He was very nice and told me to come into the living room. He had me sit down and he unzipped my pants. When he pulled out my dick, I was already hard which is unique for me but this man was sexy.
He sucked me for a few minutes and then asked if I wanted to suck him. I was so ready.
He stood up and I got on my knees. I took his towel off and oh my god was it a beautiful site. His legs were muscular and his dick was long and beautiful. I greedily sucked him and surprised myself by taking all of him. He even began to fuck my mouth and moan and tell me that I was a great cock sucker. Then he came on my mouth and I did not waste a drop.
This time was different. My heart was pounding. I wanted this guy. When he came I kept sucking him and licked his legs and ass cheeks. Finally he said that someone was coming home soon and that we should meet again. When I left I realized that for the first time on my life I had found a man sexy.