I Dont Think I Can Do This Anymore!

I married because I needed somewhere to live and my husband needed someone to front his business as he was bankrupt.

I have worked hard to reestablish ourselves financially but our marriage is a sham, a marriage of convenience.

Love making is on his terms , hes an overweight diabetic who won't take any medication for his erectile dysfunction.
Unbelievably he reads confessions on sites like this and when he gets hard he will have sex with me, sometimes he doesn't get hard enough to carry out the deed so he takes himself in hand and I bring my self off manually too.
Most unsatisfactory in most cases.
Is debts are nearly clear and I leave him but I really can't afford to rent a property and there is very little collateral in the house he inherited from his mum.
So I can look around for someone else to move in and try again I suppose.

Meanwhile we've been living through Online Chinese discount clothing stores beginning with Tem...

Yesterday it was my dad's birthday he lives with my mum. Mum was helping someone on the other and I am taking them both out on the weekend, meanwhile I dropped a g*ft into him.
Dad likes comfy trousers to sit around in but doesn't like joggers as such so I bought jogging bottoms made from cord for him.
Dad is 60 and in good shape took early retirement and knows nothing of our financial mess.

Anyway I asked him to go up and try his joggers on he did, and he came down and said they were a tiny bit tight, I said have you shorts underneath? He said of course. I told him to try them without shorts, he said he would later. I said or I could buy a bigger size, with that he dropped his joggers and started to take his shorts off
"Dad!" I said. " your married aren't its won't be the dick you've seen! And now he was naked from the waist down ..... and he was hung. Probably double the size of my pathetic husbands 3-4 inch baby finger sized cock.
Jeez dad I said, he took his cock in hand and waved it, saying it still works but sadly your mum and I dont have sex anymore then he sat there with a semi on putting on his cord joggers He pulled them up and I could see the outline of my fathers lovely big cock.
I don't know why I done this but i knelt on the floor and adjusted the tie around his waist and I was very close to his cock and it was straining, so I pulled them down.
Daddy sprang out and I grabbed his cock and tucked him back in and pulled his joggers up. We were both panting,!both looking at each other, and I said I had better get going, Dad agreed saying that my mum would be home soon.

As I drove home I saw my friend walking dogs, and I stopped for a chat. Shelly thought I looked quite flushed! She also wondered if I want a job walking or grooming the dogs!
That's income sorted I just now need to find somewhere to live. I know my bedroom at home is just full of stuff for the carboot all sat on my old bed.