Good Way To Learn

Hormones hit me early, and I was getting erections at fourteen, long and often...confessed this to my weird step-dad, which was a big mistake! He told me he had something very special I ought to try, when my Mom went out of state to visit relatives...He fed me alcohol, which tasted foul, but relaxed me into a state of giggly compliance, and daring.

He had paid an elderly Korean woman, a seamstress, to assemble a "bondage-bag" out of ex-army rubber-lined nylon laundry-bags, putting two together into one, six or so feet long, with a heavy zipper across the bottom, which he laugingly called the "doomsday" zipper, as once closed all the way there was no way of opening it from the inside...

To my surprise, I really enjoyed the tight but comfortable confinement., which led quickly to use of two small appropriately placed zippers, at mouth, and crotch, to "wank me to death" as he called it, and to allow his hot hard flesh easy access to my mouth, along with just enough air to keep me conscious and sane, as I received my "training" over a delightful week...that week ended temporarily when Mom returned, but led to a 'romance' between her and him, being rekindled, with her natural delight in submission, coming to the surface, until he now had complete control over both of us, which she accepted quickly, when my enjoyment became obvious to her.

Many years later, I am now alone, and looking for someone, any gender, age, weight or appearance, to "take me in hand" on a longtime or permanent basis...I'll do ANYTHING in return...