The Pleasure And Excitement Of Being Gay When We Were Young

I grew up primarily in Mexico City, my mother is Mexican and she was a reporter and my father American and he was a professor. I went to an all boy's Jesuit school. In the seventh grade I had a friend, Carlos. He told me one day that he was in trouble, that Priest XX liked him and had kissed him. My question back to him, was whether he liked it. That Priest XX was very handsome. It wasn't long that Carlos told me that he was holding and sucking the Priest's cock and the Priest was fucking him. I never thought for a moment that it was bad luck for him, all I wanted to know was if he liked it.

I started to suck Carlos and let him fuck me. Always at night when I masturbated I thought of that Priest and his big cock and dreamt that I was holding it and sucking it. I wanted to be fucked by him, but there was no way to make that happen.

We were a little older and we went to the movies in the afternoon on Saturday. A man came and sat beside me. He took my hand and put in on his cock and I held it and he helped me jerk him off. After he was done, he took some of the cum off with his finger and ran it over my lips before leaving. That afternoon later I fucked Carlos. I was so horny I couldn't stand it and after fucking we lay in bed naked.

I went to a private college in Austin Texas and I found and hung out with the boys that were available to men to pick up. The place to go was in front of The Alamo movie theatre and the men drove by slowly, and if you made eye contact you walked over and got in the car with them. Those years in college were some of the best years for me. I was young and men wanted me and I wanted them to want me.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 28, 2025 at 8:35 AM

I'm bi and also had wonderful experiences in my early years as a boy with an older boy mentoring me. Three and a half years of dry orgasms and then just shy of thirteen I had nirvana on my tummy with Billie's thin fifteen year old cock cuming twice while my tight boy's ass spasmed excitedly.
I'd been introduced to sucking in kindergarten by the teenager next door who mom had watch me occasionally. He'd give me a hard buttery carmel and I actually thought his cum tasted like candy.
Flash forward I met Billie a panty wearing girlish 14 year old in eighth grade that was getting bullied because he was so effeminate. I came to his defense a scrappy third grader and also got thrown in the slush puddle.
At his house with my clothes in the washer and me in an oversized hoodie. I learned that Billie and I had something in common we both wore our older sister's hand me down panties. Naked under the hoodie after showering together and his knowing that my underpants were girls like his we cuddled with an emotional understanding that bonded two like boy's.
The closeness became me sucking and the shock that cum tasted nothing like buttery carmel. I didn't want to suck but agreed to try "fucking" a word I'd never heard but soon found out. My sweet curious surrender was a great painless experience and Billie tried to wear it out with simple cuddles and panty aside quickies. I liked it on my tummy because the slow rhythmic movement pressed my little boy's to the ground and made me tingle.
Moving at 12 was difficult but I met other boys then men that liked cute youthful sissy boys in panties. They treated me like gold and I had a lot of precious times in my youth.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 28, 2025 at 9:20 AM

The single most important factor is, as the confessor writes, whether you wanted and enjoyed it. You should be 18+ or the local age, too.

I was too shy for my own good and missed out on those years.

I also wasn't Catholic. Catholicism, despite being officially homophobic, and despite having a lot of unwanted contact (which is disgusting and unforgivable), did provide a haven for people who actually wanted gay contact.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 28, 2025 at 11:21 AM

I have a huge clergyman fetish, even to this day. Im 64 and I get hard going to church every Sunday.

I’ve talked to the priest in the confessional about, but still, I’m not being used. Oh, to receive the holiest fluids from the hole staff of life.

I would love to please the preist as he sits and listens to others confessions.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 28, 2025 at 11:22 AM

I have a huge clergyman fetish, even to this day. Im 64 and I get hard going to church every Sunday.

I’ve talked to the priest in the confessional about, but still, I’m not being used. Oh, to receive the holiest fluids from the holy staff of life.

I would love to please the preist as he sits and listens to others confessions.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 28, 2025 at 12:36 PM

I went to an all boys boarding school from age twelve, we had assigned cleaning duties outside of our room and bathroom cleaning. For whatever reason the our floor supervisor, an adult who was in his twenties, picks me one day for cleaning his room and bathroom then tells me he can keep me off of dorm details if I suck his cock. I told him no and kept going to the cleaning details. He ends up getting me off them anyways, tells me I am going to clean his room instead, I don't care about it as it was less to vacuum and dust. I turn around and he is standing there with nothing on and an erection, tells me I am sucking him and pushes me down on his bed. I have no idea why but I really liked how the ejaculation tasted, put me on the road to sucking cock.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Aug 28, 2025 at 2:33 PM

Re: clergyman fetish, it's harder for them to indulge due to new procedures in the Catholic church. High time, given the real cases of unwanted contact, but now when you have a senior parishioner who wants to take the real Holy Communion, the priest isn't allowed. He has to go home to the rectory and jerk off instead.

They threw out the baby with the bathwater, in my opinion.

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