I Stuck Around For The Thrill, But She Was Crazy

My exwife Shelbi and I split up about 6 months back after 8 years together. She was psychotic, like knife you in sleep because she dreamt you were leaving her psychotic. But god damn was she fun otherwise. She was 5'2", decent body, big tits, jet black long straight hair, a little soft around the mid section. Her pussy was loose and her asshole was blown out but that's understandable seeing as she was a complete slut.
One of her favorite things to do was to go to the strip club and "chat" with the dancers while they gave me a lap dance. Once this Puerto Rican girl told her to make me wear basketball shorts next time we came in. We came the next day, Sunday, and this stripper gave me a handy to completion and Shelbi licked my cum off this girls fingers.
Another favorite activity was short skirts and no panties at clubs. She would constantly have guys and sometimes even girls bumping into her on the dance floor. Often there would even be some fingering and I'm sure fucking when I wasn't around. She wasn't just a dirty cheating whore though, sometimes it felt like she enjoyed me getting pussy more than she enjoyed giving hers up.
We tried swinger parties but we were a solid decade younger than everyone so we didn't do that much.
Several videos online mimicking cuckholding, cuckqueaning, voyeurism, exhibitionism. I still check her channels from time to time but she hasn't posted since we were together. She tried OF and similar stuff but it really wasn't worth the time and the thrill wasn't there. She just liked showing off.
I know almost for certain my next relationship won't be as exciting, but when I do decide to start looking for another woman I guess a little tameness and normalcy will be worth it to not catch a pair of scissors with my quad while I'm sleeping.